Year here

It's been a year since I've been here (this State i live in and also this forum).

I come a long way. But still in same position though my mind is different. I know I am a lot stronger. But I do find myself withdrawing.

I am blessed with many people who still love me though they can't help the inner me.

It is a real rough morning today. I have been doing something I need to stop.
Actually, I just realized I'm in a real bad state of mind. I did not realize this until now as things have been calmer for me and I had positive out look.

I also don't seem to interact with people well anymore.

I really need to sleep.

I'm glad you feel you have come a long way. That is great.

I'm sorry you are having a bad morning. I hope that it gets better as the day goes on.

Congratulations on the year, Eggplantlife!

Try to follow your instincts about sleep. Sleep is critical. Good quality sleep is even more critical. I wish you lots of the latter!