forget that place i found before
it's now kept locked behind a solid door
there's no more light there's only black
its cold and damp and i'm staying back
in a dark dark corner all alone
while my whole being turns to stone
no love no feeling no care no more
just lying curled on a cold slab floor.
people all around have gone
there's a black cloud where the sun once shone.
nothing left to love or look forward to
depression? i'll just join the queue.
i'm such a fool and feel so jaded
any happiness i had has faded.
hard is my heart now, no point in it all
they say that pride comes before a fall.

i hate myself and this stupid ffing world , this life, this being, i hate feeling, i hate love and i hate despair all i can do is sob sob sob over what? how sad is my stupid ffing life
how sad that i cry over what? nothing.

aaaaarggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhi hate my ffing self sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo much. how can anyone else love me

((( jinnyann )))

That wonderful place you wrote about will come back. There is hope.

[sabby]

((((((((((((((((((jinnybaby))))))))))))))))))))

I'm sorry you are feeling so low right now. As with anything in life m'dear, This too shall pass. You are wonderful and caring and sweet and loving. You always deserve the same in return.

Love and Kisses to you my friend,
xoxoxoxo
J

[bipolar_bear]

(((((((((((((((((((((((jinny)))))))))))))))))))))))))) I am sorry that things look so bleak right now. Sometimes it is hard to imagine but they will improve. Please take care.

BB

(((((((((Jinny))))))))))
I curl up next to you on the cold floor and cry quietly with you. But it's going to be okay. We'll get through this.

[Fuzzybear]

(((((((((((((((( jinny )))))))))))))))))