[saavik2399]

I can't do anything right, I can't even talk to people or do homework or anything. I wish I didn't exist. I would tell someone but I'm afraid of going back to the psych ward. I don't know what to do, I just want to end it.

I'm sorry you're hurting.

[where.ever.you.are.]

Originally Posted by saavik2399

I can't do anything right, I can't even talk to people or do homework or anything. I wish I didn't exist. I would tell someone but I'm afraid of going back to the psych ward. I don't know what to do, I just want to end it.

I've felt like that before. Like everyone else around you are changing and making progress but your just sitting around wasting time. I've felt like just disappearing quite a few times. What's going on that's making you feel so bad?

[korilakkuma]

Yeah, I feel like that everyday, as well. I know exactly how horrible it is. But please, keep holding on. You're not a waste of space! You're amazing and unique and talented. Please keep hollding on, you'll make it through this. If you ever need someone to vent/talk to, I'm here.

[Fuzzybear]

[saavik2399]

Originally Posted by where.ever.you.are.

I've felt like that before. Like everyone else around you are changing and making progress but your just sitting around wasting time. I've felt like just disappearing quite a few times. What's going on that's making you feel so bad?

Finals are coming up and I'm super anxious about that, and the anxiety from that is spilling into my social life which is limited to begin with. I'm just feeling so down and like I can't do anything right, even just simple stuff like making a list of stuff to do.

[Idiot17]

(((((hug)))))

[Dan208]

I know how you are feeling. I feel like this quite a bit. Sometimes I think the only thing I've ever done right in life is my daughter, but then I feel like I'm failing somehow, in some way, as a parent.

[saavik2399]

Originally Posted by korilakkuma

Yeah, I feel like that everyday, as well. I know exactly how horrible it is. But please, keep holding on. You're not a waste of space! You're amazing and unique and talented. Please keep hollding on, you'll make it through this. If you ever need someone to vent/talk to, I'm here.

Thank you so much, it's a really anxious time for me because of finals and that anxiety is spilling over into the rest of my life and making everything a lot worse.

[GottaGetBetter]

I understand, saavik. I've spent a lot of my life with the same anxious thoughts and feelings of hopelessness. It's super dark and lonely when you're in the middle of that, but hopefully it helps (even just a little bit) to know that you're not the only one who has had these feelings. It does get better. I know it does. I remember that. And it's worth the struggle.

[i dont matter]

Speaking as the president of the "waste of space" organization; you have not been mentioned in any of our meetings. Thus, you are NOT a waste of space.

<gavel bang>

[imogenheap]

oh love, same here with the finals.

you've probably heard this a bazillion times already, but just in case

what helps always for me is to split everything up in small tasks and small parts. make a schedule. write everything down. and also schedule in enough breaks and rest moments. aks someone that you trust and feel comfortable with to help you maybe, if it's hard for you to even start. and take it day by day. if you did a final that was absolutely horrible, try to just let it be, don't dwell on it for too long, but focus on the next one.

take care of yourself, be nice to yourself. you do deserve it. and you can do it, too. you will get through this, i believe in you.

[ManOfConstantSorrow]

You no waste of space, true wastes of space don't even know they are wastes of space. I am a waste of space, but the way I see it is that if I didn't waste so much space someone else would waste it it even more badly than me so I am doing someone a favour by being a waste of space, and the more space I waste the more I am helping my fellow human people. I am a man of generous spirit as well as sorrow.

Now about exams, read the questions, read them again, plan your time, remember you get 10% just for getting the date right and spelling your name correctly (don't scoff this is more difficult than you think), then remember that to pass you need 70%, not 80 or 90, so when you have done enough to scrape 71%, move on the next question (leave space to revisit earlier questions if you want/have time), for multiple choice questions go with gut feelings when not quite sure, over-thinking leads to incorrect answers. Examiners don't want to fail you and will look for reasons to pass you but you have to help them. Good luck.