i want to die

i really want to die i cant do this anymore im only 13 and everything is too hard im so done

Hang in there BabyPanda, you are going through a huge lot and it's not fair, but you are doing great. Keep reaching out to people that care about you.

Hi BabyPanda. Is there a trusted adult or school counselor you can talk to or confide in? Life hurts so much sometimes, but it will get better. Hang in there. You can always talk to us. PM me anytime.

- vital

I've been through a lot but I wouldn't trade it for the world. Just give it time.

Count me in the same column as a few of the other posters....

It is imperative that you find some adult that you are comfortable talking to. A councilor, clergy, call your local crisis hotline and ask them for recommendations.

You have SO MUCH life still ahead of you - and most of it will be positive. I hope you seek out the help that you DESERVE!

BabyPanda, I know life looks way too hard to handle, and I'm so sorry you're having a hard time. When a person is in so much pain that they think about suicide, it seems almost selfish for anyone to stand in their way. But that's exactly what everyone here, I included, want to do. Because a lot of us have been right where you are now. A lot of us have thought about ending our lives. I have. It hurts. It's hard. Life seems harder. But BabyPanda, we're all still here. We're here because there is some reason for everyone to live. I know that there's a reason for you too. Maybe it's how sad your parents would be, or how much you'd hurt your best friend. Because let me tell you something, BabyPanda. It would. It would hurt anyone you're close to, so much, and I'm sure that's hard for you to see, but it would. No one recovers after someone they love commits suicide. Maybe you don't believe me. I've been in situations where I wouldn't believe me either. But please. Hang on, even though it's hard. For the people who love you, if not for yourself right now. If no one else, hang on for me.
If you want to talk more you're welcome to PM me. I'll try my best to help you however you need me to. But please, please find someone to talk to about this. You matter. Your feelings matter. Don't ever let anyone or anything tell you differently.

It gets better. I know it's a cliche - because it's true. This could possibly be the worst moment of your whole life, and everything else is up from here. Why cheat yourself out of all those possibilities?

Oh baby Panda so many people on here have felt like that, me included. I nearly ended it all when I was 11.
But I hung on, and now I'm glad I did.
Please Panda, is there anyone you could confide in?
We get it

you are not alone in your feelings.

That being said - Winston Churchill had a great phrase that I like...... "If you are going through hell, KEEP GOING!"

Fight on little one. Fight on.