[southeast]

Hello everyone, this is my first step in gaining perspective into my new world of depression. Just reading others posts, I'm getting emotional.. Its such an uneasy feeling. I've recently lost several TRUE friends, guess they weren't to true. Over the past 2 years I've lost promising jobs from no fault of my own...
I've literally spent the past three weeks in my home, in fear that whatever I set out to do, will end in failure. As much as I have going for me, I still sit in the dark, hating me. I need out of this catacomb! The cynical side comes out of me way more than in the past,

[waterknob1234]

Hello southeast. Welcome to pc. Your story sounds very similar to mine. Know that you are not alone. Depression is a hard thing to cope with and it makes it hard to think, concentrate, or get motivated to do much of anything. Have you seen a therapist or pdoc?

We understand how you feel. There are many good forums here, and you will meet good, kind-hearted and nonjudgmental people here.

[vital]

Originally Posted by southeast

Hello everyone, this is my first step in gaining perspective into my new world of depression. Just reading others posts, I'm getting emotional.. Its such an uneasy feeling. I've recently lost several TRUE friends, guess they weren't to true. Over the past 2 years I've lost promising jobs from no fault of my own...
I've literally spent the past three weeks in my home, in fear that whatever I set out to do, will end in failure. As much as I have going for me, I still sit in the dark, hating me. I need out of this catacomb! The cynical side comes out of me way more than in the past,

Hi southeast,

You might find that these notes help you out of the catacombs:

http://egg.bu.edu/~youssef/SNAP_CLUB...0164151576.pdf

Here is what I think is the best overall plan:

http://forums.psychcentral.com/4262681-post105.html

- vital