[passionfruit3]

Saw my new psychiatrist and i shouldn't have opened my big mouth i told her how my last psychiatrist wasn't that great cause there was an incident when i had tried to harm myself he said i don't think you were cause pills can't kill you anyways.she asked me how this comment made me feel i said i dont know then admitted with some prompting i felt like he was undermining my feelings. She then asked if i had thoughts of hurting myself now i said no.we talked a little longer then my mom wanted to come in but i told her i wanted to tell her something first.so i told her i self harmed a few days ago she asked when where why which I told her then she said when i asked you if you had thoughts of hurting yourself you said no is that still true and i said i don't know she left it alone but it bugs me i was so weak to almost let her find out.on an even unhappier note im not getting my wheelchair. Conversion disorder is a stress related disorder so even if i do fall because of it my doctor believes a wheelchair will not help only dealing with my stressors will.

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[francisR]

hi Passionfruit

I think you did well. opening up to the new psychiatrist. They need to have all of the information to make a proper diagnosis and give you the help you need. I was wondering whether this psychiatrist would be able to use her influence to get you the wheelchair. or to persuade your family doctor to do this for you. Are you in therapy? That could be a real help for you in dealing with self harm. Take care. I hope and pray everything will get better for you soon. God bless and best wishes from your friend Francis

[Fizzyo]

Hi passionfruit, sounds like there's a lot going on for you and you were brave opening up to the new psychiatrist. It is better to be honest, it gives them a better chance of being helpful. I really hope you get the best help to help you move forward.