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Old May 30, 2007, 05:47 PM
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I see unsafe things
I see things that scare me
I see hurt
I see people hurting
I see nightmares
I see hopelessness
I see despair
I see a blank future
I see fighting for happiness
I see me in a war with myself
I see self destruction
I hear good advice
I hear I am strong
I hear I will be better
I hear I'm loved
I hear I have support
I hear I will be well one day
I feel none of this selfish as it may seem

All from my prison cell called depression.
The bars are made from bad memories and flashbacks, inpenetratable from the outsside or within. The walls are covered in faces I'd rather forget and painted in black.
The bed is wet from years of the tears i've cried for a lost childhood. The photo on the one cabinet is of my grandad and I at the seaside, me wrapped in his arms. Two pictures are under the wet pillow, one of my son, the other my daughter.
I wait for a key.

jin

  I SEE.......

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Old May 30, 2007, 06:06 PM
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  I SEE....... ((((((((((((((((( jinny ))))))))))))))))   I SEE.......

(I wish I could understand why you aren't getting better help IRL but I don't   I SEE..........as you know I'm not impressed by the UK health service either   I SEE..........they shouldn't make anyone wait so long.... and for what, sometimes   I SEE..........)

Sending you all the healing thoughts and vibes I have,

love,
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Old May 30, 2007, 06:23 PM
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(((((((((((((jinny))))))))))))))

hopefully you will start getting the help you need soon, and begin the healing process you deserve
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Old May 30, 2007, 06:57 PM
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Hang in there.You are not alone.   I SEE.......
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Old May 30, 2007, 07:22 PM
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Again a very heart felt discription of what you are going through. GRRRRRRRRRR! I wish their were words that I could say that it would all go away.

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Old May 30, 2007, 08:28 PM
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((((((((((((Jinny))))))))))))))))))))

You have the key-you just have to remember where in the cell you left it.   I SEE.......
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Old May 30, 2007, 08:41 PM
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heartfelt hugs sent your way, dear jinnyann.......xoxox pat
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Old May 30, 2007, 09:13 PM
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(((((Jinny)))))

The key is under the door mat. Only problem you can't reach it from your cell.
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Old May 30, 2007, 09:28 PM
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((((((((Jinnyann))))))))))

You will make it sweetie. You will.
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Old May 30, 2007, 09:35 PM
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((((((((((((((((((love x millions))))))))))))

you are all so special to me. you'll never know how much. ty all for putting up with me so much.

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Old May 30, 2007, 09:49 PM
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(((jinny)))

id come get u out if i cood only get out of mine

love ya kez

sorry i cant do more
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