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So today started off bad my morning ps are usually consistent of getting up early and ready for my day program. I call the bus driver she is like shell be there in thirty minutes and call me i say okay and hang up she calls and says Im outside come out it took me three minutes to get out of the house and i had to put something up before she calls back are you coming cause i have other people to pick up.i don't feel i took that long for her to call and be like that especially when she refuses to drive the bus in the apartment complex to get me or drop me off. Has me walk even though im fall risk,
Anyway second thing that went wrong at the day program got program got suoer anxious and called my mom to tell her to come pick me up she said thirty minutes i was spazing out by then repeating no repeatedly but when I got out of the building i was a little better. Of course i couldn't tell my mom anything .i couldn't tell her i was suicidal and planning to kill myself so i told her a half truth i told her i was worried about my father i ddnt open up to her as to what i knew about him she tried to play off that everything is okay but i don't buy it The rest of the day was okay i worked on another doll i will post pictures of her before I give her away Sent from my SM-T210R using Tapatalk Last edited by bluekoi; Dec 13, 2015 at 12:09 PM. Reason: Add trigger icon. |
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Thanks for sharing, passionfruit3: I hope you are feeling better at this point & no longer feeling suicidal. If you are, please reach out to someone in real life or perhaps call a suicide prevention hotline.
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How is today?
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I am struggling bought pills preparing to leave
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i hope you have a better day!
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#8
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Im beyond help
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At least you're here.
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