[penguinsing]

I've been cycling between hope and disappointment back and forth, I am so tire, so scare of it.

Hope of jobs, lost of the hope, hope of the continual employment, then no more job. On and off and on and off.

What would someone do this to people before Christmas ?

(They said it’s too much hassle to do the file tax, so they just pay cash and since no need to tax, I only get pay $8.5 [min. pay should be $10]. Also, I don’t get to pay extra for over time) I let it slide.

Last week, I worked till 12am mid night almost every night, and for two consecutive day, I worked from 10am to midnight.
Trying to rush finish pricing and putting merchandise on the shelf. And now things are done. And no one call me anymore, they told me to wait for their call. But someone who did not put as much effort as I do, he get to go to work. I am not saying they should choose me over him, it can be both of us. But why he is going to work and not me.

I don’t mind $8.5, I don’t mind no OT extra pay, I work till midnight. And now this is how they treat me ? this is how they thank me ? And they did this to me, before Christmas ?

I hate them I hate them all, from care to hate. No words can explain how much hate and anger and depress.

Why people use me, when I pour out my heart at work, work very hard.

It’s not the first time, similar. Thus I feel like old scare being cut open again.


Why people treat me like I am nothing ?

I am so depress, coz I have no friends, no one to talk to, no support.

I just want to sleep and not wake up, coz that’s the only way I don’t have to think about all these, and don’t have to feel depress.

[Mountainbard]

I'm sorry you're struggling, penguinsing. The way you're treated at your job is just not right. I understand why you're angry. I wish I had some answers for you, but all I know is that he world isn't fair. But you definitely are not nothing. You are a unique, worthwhile, and worthy person. I hope you know you do have some support here. I'm sending you good energy.

[kiki_lala]

Stay strong penguinsing.. Some people might not need to face this kind of difficulty as you do. but just keep in mind that maybe if you keep on trying to search, there will be some place that can finally appreciate your quality and determination. Cheer and don't lose hope.
Merry Christmas to you..

[Fizzyo]

You're valuable here, thank you for all you contribute to this community.

[penguinsing]

I am betrayed. They are not thankful. They have used me. I was very thoughtful,
I really pour my heart out, I was caring and now I am very mad, very angry, and turn into hatrate.

[Permacultural]

Hey, forget about waiting for them to call. Go out and see if anyone else needs help during the holidays. It might be a better job.

[Clara22]

Originally Posted by penguinsing

I am betrayed. They are not thankful. They have used me. I was very thoughtful,
I really pour my heart out, I was caring and now I am very mad, very angry, and turn into hatrate.

This is a very bad labor practice from your employer. Indeed, we need better labor laws to protect workers from such abuses. You are right to be angry

[penguinsing]

Originally Posted by Clara22

This is a very bad labor practice from your employer. Indeed, we need better labor laws to protect workers from such abuses. You are right to be angry

Like why would you do that to someone before Christmas after they work their X off for you. Like do you have a heart ?