[Hannah_Elizabeth]

I don't think that its I'm not afraid of dying, but it's come to the point that I feel like most of the time, I would be okay if I died. Like, I'm not really sure what I'm supposed to be in my life anyway, so maybe it wouldn't matter anyway. I don't know what I feel and I don't have anyone that I can talk to about it. The people that I tried to talk to about it, they've told me that I'm depressed or that I need medication and none of that is true. That made me feel like I'm crazy and I'm not crazy. I don't need anyone else to tell me those things and besides therapy isn't even an option for me right now because I can't afford it.

I don't know what I'm saying or why I'm even writing about it here, I think I just wanted someone to listen.

[dexter]

I understand how you are feeling, I have been feeling that way recently, it goes along with my ideation. Have you tried talking to a counselor or therapist or just to your friends? A therapist should never make you feel crazy... If you are feeling symptoms of depression it is an illness and there are several paths toward feeling better.

In the meantime we are here to listen.

[Fuzzybear]

(((hugs)))