Home Menu

Menu


Reply
Thread Tools Display Modes
  #1  
Old Feb 11, 2016, 11:34 AM
guiltier65's Avatar
guiltier65 guiltier65 is offline
Member
 
Member Since: May 2015
Location: Kansas
Posts: 354
This realization that I'm an alcoholic has only served to make me feel more hopeless than ever. It will still be another 30 to 45 days until the 12 step program that i'm signed up for even begins. Meanwhile the cravings grow stronger and I grow weaker. I don't even know what I feel right now. just so alone and lost in this new pit. ( at least it's a new pit, instead of the same old pit) I know I need to go to AA but I'm scared to do it.

advertisement
  #2  
Old Feb 11, 2016, 12:27 PM
cryingontheinside's Avatar
cryingontheinside cryingontheinside is offline
Magnate
 
Member Since: Jul 2014
Posts: 2,299
I've been on one of these programs , I found it really good and helpful.
Because you have so long to wait for your programme your very vulnerable around drinking right now. I remember what the cravings are like. I would start going to AA meetings straight away, everyday, it will get you out of that pit you are in and hopefully prevent relapse . you'll get a lot of support at AA

Sent from my GT-S6810P using Tapatalk
Thanks for this!
guiltier65
  #3  
Old Feb 11, 2016, 02:31 PM
Fuzzybear's Avatar
Fuzzybear Fuzzybear is offline
Wisest Elder Ever
 
Member Since: Nov 2002
Location: Cave.
Posts: 96,637
__________________
Thanks for this!
guiltier65
  #4  
Old Feb 11, 2016, 03:37 PM
guiltier65's Avatar
guiltier65 guiltier65 is offline
Member
 
Member Since: May 2015
Location: Kansas
Posts: 354
Thank you, I am just so scared of admitting what i am out loud to a group.
Hugs from:
Fuzzybear
  #5  
Old Feb 11, 2016, 03:46 PM
anon72219
Guest
 
Posts: n/a
Quote:
Originally Posted by guiltier65 View Post
Thank you, I am just so scared of admitting what i am out loud to a group.
Admitting . . . I would imagine therein lies a great deal of empowerment. You can do this.
  #6  
Old Feb 12, 2016, 06:32 AM
dexter's Avatar
dexter dexter is offline
Grand Magnate
 
Member Since: Dec 2003
Location: New Jersey
Posts: 3,133
Guiltier good luck to you. You are a person seeking help, seeking betterment for yourself and for those around you. You are not "admitting" that you are taking steps to get to a better place with people who can help and who will understand. I imagine it will be scary but you'll be opening a scary door to a better place. Good luck and keep talking to us.
__________________
------------------------------------
--really low today
-- The world is what we make of it --
-- Dave
-- www.idexter.com
Thanks for this!
guiltier65
  #7  
Old Feb 12, 2016, 09:21 AM
guiltier65's Avatar
guiltier65 guiltier65 is offline
Member
 
Member Since: May 2015
Location: Kansas
Posts: 354
Thanks for the encouragement. I know that i will find help and support when I open that door, but it has been such a battle to even admit that I am an alcoholic. When did I become this person? I am filled with such self loathing even as I fight the cravings. I am planning on going to a meeting on Monday, I'm so afraid.
Hugs from:
Fuzzybear
  #8  
Old Feb 12, 2016, 10:58 AM
Fuzzybear's Avatar
Fuzzybear Fuzzybear is offline
Wisest Elder Ever
 
Member Since: Nov 2002
Location: Cave.
Posts: 96,637
__________________
Thanks for this!
guiltier65
  #9  
Old Feb 12, 2016, 11:02 AM
weakness weakness is offline
Junior Member
 
Member Since: Feb 2016
Location: Corpus Christi
Posts: 12
hang in there guiltier...You can do this!
Hugs from:
guiltier65
Thanks for this!
guiltier65
  #10  
Old Feb 12, 2016, 02:11 PM
guiltier65's Avatar
guiltier65 guiltier65 is offline
Member
 
Member Since: May 2015
Location: Kansas
Posts: 354
welcome to the group, weakness. Thanks for the encouragement.
Reply
Views: 571

attentionThis is an old thread. You probably should not post your reply to it, as the original poster is unlikely to see it.




All times are GMT -5. The time now is 04:20 PM.
Powered by vBulletin® — Copyright © 2000 - 2025, Jelsoft Enterprises Ltd.




 

My Support Forums

My Support Forums is the online community that was originally begun as the Psych Central Forums in 2001. It now runs as an independent self-help support group community for mental health, personality, and psychological issues and is overseen by a group of dedicated, caring volunteers from around the world.

 

Helplines and Lifelines

The material on this site is for informational purposes only, and is not a substitute for medical advice, diagnosis or treatment provided by a qualified health care provider.

Always consult your doctor or mental health professional before trying anything you read here.