I've been out of hospital a couple of weeks. I can't say that anything has changed really. I still feel like I did before I went in. I am struggling...but at least I'm still going. I'm still trying. But I'm only trying because next week I have something to look forward to. After that, I'm not sure how I will be. Don't know how I can keep on going on. I am slowly destroying myself. Internally and externally. This has gone on way too long.

[Fizzyo]

[dexter]

Very sorry you are struggling HalloweenSkye. Did they put you on any new or different medications when you were in the hospital? Perhaps they need another week or so to help you, and maybe the event you are looking foward to will keep you going just long enough to find some relief with the new treatment.

In any case I find myself struggling greatly and for long periods just have to take things one day at a time or one hour at a time. It's not a great way to live but hopefully it is only temporary. If you have something to look forward to that is keeping you going hang on to that and don't worry about what will happen afterward. If it is a major event it wouldn't be a bad idea to have a plan in place for afterward... Someone to talk to or a doctor appointment.

[Fuzzybear]