Its so fun being depressed....um not really,
Thanks for ditching me,
Your welcome,
haha I cried at the mall yesterday fun huh?,
Was a blast,
Seeing the happy faces,
The hands being held,
I loved it ,
Made me feel worse then I was already,
Ruled huh?,
Denial is awesome too,
Thanks for ditching me ,
Thanks,
Thanks,
HAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH ima go die, go ahead delete this only make things worse, make me feel crazy

[(JD)]

I know you're depressed. Perhaps you would like to post this stuff in creative forum? That's where most of us put our stuff like this.

I'm sorry you are so angry. Angers hurts. Feelings of anger hurt. Would you like to share your anger with us?

i'm so sorry that you're feeling so bad honey........

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I know you're depressed. Perhaps you would like to post this stuff in creative forum? That's where most of us put our stuff like this.

I'm sorry you are so angry. Angers hurts. Feelings of anger hurt. Would you like to share your anger with us?



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I've never been angry, just sad, all so sad.
I look at my friends, my family, their smiles,
There wins, there losses, so diffeerent then my own,
Such different,
I'm having withdrawls which don't help,
I start my new meds tonight,
Yippy......,
New therapist thursday,
Whens my cycle stop?
Why did I have to be so young...
I couldnt I have lived a happy teenage life,
.........help me

PLEASE HELP.......GOD.....GIVE ME A HAND TO HOLD!

I feel so dead....my eyes are half shut, my heart rapidly beats, my mucles feel tense, hurt so bad, tears wanting to flow.....where is my anti drug...where

[KathyM]

Moonkin

Yep - no fun at all. It places a dark cloud over everything.

Go ahead and let the tears flow until the cloud passes, or you fall asleep from exhaustion. It might provide the rest you need to feel stronger about the obstacles you face in life.

I hope something comes into your life soon that can rekindle some joy in your life. Life is a very precious gift. It's worth fighting for.

(((((((((((((((((((((moonkin))))))))))))))

thinking of you. keep safe. love jinny xoxoxoxoxoxo

(((((moonkin))))

listening and hearing you. i am here.

purplesecrets

[recluse1]

(((((((((MOONKIN))))))))))) i know what its like to feel like you are on the outside looking in. like you're sitting and watching out the window as others go about their day and your life seems to just pass slowly by. i hope your new meds start to help and that counseling gives you an extra outlet and support.

thinking of you
recluse1

[Lothlorien]

(((moonkins))))

I'm sorry I missed your posts yesterday. I wish I had words to help. I am glad that you are trying new meds I hope this will work for you.

I was very depressed as a teenager but was not dx until my 20's. I remember it being so hard to deal with school, maturing and navigating the social network of high school while being depressed.

I sense that you still have strength in you, never give up. You have a purpose in life even if you can't see it right now. Please hold on and know that a lot of us are thinking of you and know how depression feels.

Much love,

Lothlorien

[meander]

((((((((((moon))))))))