[guiltier65]

I'm so discouraged today. it is just all so futile and meaningless. i'm tired of my job and the people i work with. i feel like part of the furniture today and not a very valued part of the furniture. I try to make other people's lives easier, but i just feel used and burned out. I am either working or sleeping. I just can't put on my happy face and pretend that i'm not hurting so badly on the inside. i long for sleep/peace.

[lavendersage]

I hear you - I care - I'm sorry it's so bad. Sending you hugs. I hope they help get you through the day or at least a few more hours!

[Fuzzybear]

[Fizzyo]

I can relate. I don't know if that helps but...

[Max Payne]

That's very much how I am feeling tonight, guiltier. Just worn out and exhausted by life. All week I tell myself "as soon as I have some time off I'm going to figure out how to get out of here and on with my life" and then the weekend comes and all I want to do is forget everything.

[guiltier65]

I know the feeling Max. I live for the weekends and then I sleep through them and it's back to the realities of life. and the guilt feelings that I have accomplished nothing.

[Onward2wards]

Ohhh the endless rut. I know it well. I need a shovel to dig myself out of it too, right now.