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I take ECT to help with my suicidal thoughts and it has really helped. I have MDD with anxiety. Today I heard some bad news at work and now I want to stop my ECT because it makes me care. It makes me care what my suicide would do to others. It makes me care about life and I don't want to care anymore. Caring is too exhausting. I know you all can't help me just needed to vent.
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Hello Bird Feeder: I would simply like to send some warm thoughts your way with the hope that you will be able to find deep peace in your life.
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Thank you very much Skeezyks, I really appreciate those thoughts. I wish I could use them but I think things are too far gone. Caring kept me alive but it has gotten just too hard. Thank you again.
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Hi Bird Feeder, I hope venting has helped a bit. I know it is exhausting but we can only hope that it is worth it. Also hoping you find a chance to rest between struggling. I know that sometimes it is just constant with no chance to breathe in between.
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