umm.. 2... 3 ... 4.... how many nights awake

i saw a few small ... visual effects earlier...
my vision is starting to play tricks on me i guess....

i was outside smoking a cig and broom was leaning against the wall - there distinct brownspot right near the top (not the top) that i kept staring at...
but it seem the handle was growing, even though i realized i wasnt adjusting my head to move upward or my eyesight any - just seem to grow... be growing....

i am supposed to wear glasses to see.. im near sighted but i often go without my glasses just bbecause im an idiot...
maybe is only gave me this visual effect because i didnt have my glasses on...? i can defintely see nearsighted without glasses though .. my mom said she didnt see anything odd about it of course - i know it was just a visual effect...
but it was interesting

i was about 1 ft away from the broom, standing there examining it and watching this growing effect... until my mother tried to take my attention off it

it really was intriguing ... it was like it was growing all along nothing was changing, but it was getting bigger - just the brown spot part of the handle growing upward like a tree...
i dunno how to explain it :/ but i stared at it for atleast a few minutes just observing... it was really interesting, would like to know why the brain would do such an effect

I don't know, but when I'm tired and didn't sleep for many nights I thought things and saw things that weren't what I normally think or make more of, than what they were. I hope you get some sleep soon.

i am going to try to, i was just fascinated by it....
it just looked so ... well for lack of scientific word atm "cool"

it was just the broom handle - the wall was fine and everything else was fine but when i looked at the broom handle it started stretching :O
funny stuff i guess ....
but im good - im going to try to lay down for a few minutes... rest my eyes....

Three days with no sleep, for me, is a certainty that visual hallucinations start. Get some rest. xo