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The last time I felt like this, I wanted to drive into a brick wall.
But I don't want to die. I will spend all day crying, feeling like this, I want it to stop so bad. I want to go back to therapy, but im still like this, it never helped. |
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Hello Mark88: The Skeezyks would simply like to send some warm thoughts your way with the hope that, in some way, you may be able to find peace in your life...
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I'm sorry you are feeling so bad. I've been there, but fortunately with medication I'm feeling better. I hope you get to feeling better soon.
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Bipolar I, Depression, GAD Meds: Zoloft, Zyprexa, Ritalin "Each morning we are born again. What we do today is what matters most." -Buddha ![]() |
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therapy is a strange process... you have to connect with your therapist before it will do any good i think... other wise you'll just be compounding the issues (in my opinion)
its slow sometimes as well... but with time it can improve the way we see the world... medications can help as well... just have to find the right ones for you since everyone reacts a little differently ... the biggest side effect i didnt like from all of them was weight gain... oh and those few months i had restless leg syndrome, that was horrible... hang out here maybe help give you a little strength... just take it 1 step at a time, 1 moment to 1 moment.. day to day... i avoid looking at the bigger picture until im stronger... puts too much stress on me so i just stay in this moment so i dont panic... ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]()
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i cry too almost everyday over nothing but in my case i dropped medicine and I have no interest at all in trying some psychiatrist againg...waste of time and money.never helped me and neither did the meds.Just like you i very often want to end this suffering and unlike you I do wish all this to end,,,sooner better than later... And I agree with you completely on your title "it is getting bad",,,,and once in a while when i am not clouded by my negative feelings and desires to abandon everything,i do want this to stop,badly... one more thing: i am sorry i cannot help with you..perhaps you expected someone with some good advice to give,,,in my case,i just wanted to tell you that you are not alone...believe me... Today it is my first time i really decide to make public my feelings on this site and ,like i said before,when i feel "Normal",,it is actually wonderful how many people there are here and there willing to help us,,,it is overwhelming... |
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