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Apr 11, 2016, 01:17 AM
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Okay this will be long so bear with me
Back in january i had an attempt that left me half dead but i was found before i died. I went to the hospital and talked to the psych people and they said i was fine after i was fully healed medically. I was released in the end of february. At first i was doing alright but after a while i became depressed at times. I know that depression is one of my diagnosises but i want to be able to go a week without it. This week ive been having bad dreams and ive been having depression almost every night. I know that is common for me when i am off my meds but i have been taking them regularly. I have informed my caseworkers and they havent done anything. My t just changed my once a week appts to twice a month and my pdoc lowered my meds and due to things out of my control i am unable to take my meds at the scheduled times. I feel like i am losing control but yet this time i am unable to get help even though i am asking, something i havent done before. I am trying to stay out of the hospital but i am worried that my pdoc wont listen to me. My old pdoc left the agency i go to and this one changed my meds without even asking me how they worked. I feel like he wont listen to me when i meet with him on tuesday. I am also worried my t will get upset with me for not trying harder to get help but when i call any crisis line they always talk about supports and coping skills. Well my supports might get mad if i wake them up at two am in the morning and my coping skills havent been working. I just posted on self injury forum but i realized i might need to post here to. I just dont know what to do and im sliding down into a dark hole |
 Anonymous37780, elevatedsoul, Fizzyo
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Apr 11, 2016, 02:07 AM
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This guy's walking down the street when he falls in a hole. The walls are so steep, the sides so slippery, he can't get out.
A doctor passes by and the guy shouts up, 'Hey you. Can you help me out?' The doctor writes a prescription, throws it down in the hole and moves on. Then a priest comes along and the guy shouts up, 'Father, I'm down in this hole can you help me out?' The priest writes out a prayer, throws it down in the hole and moves on. Then a friend walks by, 'Hey, Joe, it's me can you help me out?' And the friend jumps in the hole. Our guy says, 'Are you stupid? Now we're both down here.' The friend says, 'Yeah, but I've been down here before and I know the way out.' -- I feel like I am in a hole too jman. Keep telling them until they listen. It sucks when we have to be our own advocates with the people who are supposed to be helping us. Keep fighting and I'm glad you are still here.
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 elevatedsoul, Fizzyo
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Apr 11, 2016, 04:10 PM
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doctors annoy me so much sometimes
they act like some type of spiritual medium that can read your mind and body i quit my last pdoc because of that... how can HE tell ME how the medicine makes ME feel? what a douche... stay strong...
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Apr 13, 2016, 03:33 PM
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Apr 13, 2016, 08:25 PM
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(((hugs)))
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