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Old May 09, 2016, 10:42 PM
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Told my mom i had a plan to commit suicide and nothing came of it she just said i noticed youd been depressed and why then i told her about my boyfriend and how he was in jail and did weed and we talked about making a letter to break it off but honestly i don't think anything will come of it. Shes not even watching me i think my fate is sealed and i think it should be cause if i survive this then they stick me in a mental hospital and im stuck longer than i was last time they will take away my disability and i will have no health insurance so maybe i should kill myself. Cause my mom will not be burdened by me shell only have a son to take to school and the rent will be less.i know shell be sad but shell have my brother and my older sister. Then again i probably won't die anyway so posting like a troll is usless.

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Old May 10, 2016, 03:44 AM
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killing yourself is not the answer

it's a tough situation you're in, yes

but if you kill yourself you sacrifice the chance of things ever improving for you
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Old May 10, 2016, 03:47 AM
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Then what is? going to the hospital theyve never helped me im just back in three months it's a repeated cycle i don't know how to break

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Old May 10, 2016, 03:50 AM
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Then what is? going to the hospital theyve never helped me im just back in three months it's a repeated cycle i don't know how to break

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that, i can't answer

you need to find something that works for you- that makes you stable and makes you cope with things
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Old May 10, 2016, 03:59 AM
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I was hoping youd say something else . something that wouldn't be obvious no offense. I guess i forget the ability of humans to help each other is even more limited here though thanks for trying

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Old May 10, 2016, 04:15 AM
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I was hoping youd say something else . something that wouldn't be obvious no offense. I guess i forget the ability of humans to help each other is even more limited here though thanks for trying

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what were you'd hoping i'd say?

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Old May 10, 2016, 04:44 AM
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Have you ever tried an intensive outpatient program?
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Old May 10, 2016, 07:00 AM
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I'm in intensive outpatient program and I think it is helping but not because of the format because this one is a different type of therapy. This one is DBT based and the DBT theory seems to suit me.

I agree with you about not repeating things so maybe looking for a program maybe a different hospital or a different therapist with a different type of therapy... If the same thing over and over doesn't seem to be helping.

Have you ever tried a CBT or DBT based program?
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Old May 10, 2016, 11:12 AM
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Problem is I seem to be stuck with a very scrappy insurance. That offers the minimal of help and now doctors are telling me I can't have a new therapist

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Old May 10, 2016, 11:13 AM
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I am going to an appointment. To see my psychiatrist I must avoid. Saying anything. That. Can seem off the wall or I'll risk. Being put away.

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