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I hate sleep these days. I just wake up feeling a bit more depressed, and realizing it leaves less and less time to deal with an ever increasing supply of life's daily annoyances to deal with. Then it's time to sleep again, realizing I have somehow accomplished little to nothing of personal meaning or value. Lather, rinse, repeat, question basic sanity. This is madness, and definitely not Sparta. Oh wait, here comes the big black cloud of slings and arrows. Maybe it is Sparta, right at the end of that movie. Where did all the interesting bits go? I blinked.
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I don't know about hating sleep, but I hate the routine of trying to find things that I might be interested in doing and getting no real pleasure out of anything. I guess I hate sleep because it seems i need so much of it right now. Every day seems exactly the same and I'm completely unmotivated to do anything and when I do get motivated, I have no concentration or focus to get through anything.
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I love sleep. The past week, I've been going to bed around 6 pm every night and sleeping for 12 hours. It's the only way for me to get out of my head and not deal with life. I'd give anything to just go to sleep for good.
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love hate relationship with sleep ..
but im so tired ![]() the elusiveness of solidarity.. if i could figure out which is the dream and which is reality.. or figure out if reality is the dream i wanna sleep till its over... but the waste of action involved in sleep seems to delude my perseverance waking up with a blank sheet every morning trying to figure out what page im on or what book it belongs to - life is a decomposing joke that doesnt know when to stop hopefully we all wake up from the real dream soon to discover ourselves in a better place.. onward we march ![]()
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I couldn't have described my life better...
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I feel the same way...
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I love sleep too - but I do need help in the morning. I usually play one of my spotify lists to energise myself - once I have had some coffee, chugged back 10mg of citalopram, and abluted and dressed I can face the day.
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Sleep is a necessary evil. I get very little of it, so, I don't like it.
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So, I like my bed but, I don't. It provides a sense of security but at the same time resentment. I'm 59, alone and with no future. I wish sometimes I would go to sleep and never wake up. Life ain't like that though. We got to suffer and learn something. I think I've learned enough. That's why my weapon is only a few feet away. |
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Sleep is bittersweet. I hate to spend so much time doing it but it's best escape from the misery.
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I wish I could sleep; at least sleep deeply. Its being awake I hate. I wish I had the courage to die, then I would sleep.
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I feel like that a lot too...
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I love sleep but only while the sun is up. At night I'm almost afraid to goto sleep. I guess it's because of the horrible dreams I have.
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I love sleep when it's actually restful, but all too often for me it's not. I'm too light a sleeper. And I hate insomnia and bad dreams, which I have all the time.
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If only real life could be as beautiful as fiction... Diagnosis: Social Anxiety Disorder, Depression, Generalized Anxiety Disorder, possible Autism Spectrum Disorder |
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I used to love sleep, it feels great and it's a total escape from everything. But now I hate sleep these days because my body will not settle the hell down. I wake up in the middle of the night for no reason after taking melatonin, making sure I've had no caffeine the day before, earplugs in & the curtains totally closed...and bam! Up at 3:30. And then there are other nights where I'm drinking Coke until 8:00 at night and I sleep like a baby the whole night through. And on the days where I haven't gotten enough sleep, my eyes feel like they weigh 30 pounds. I don't know if anyone else feels that way.
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Btw - I tried sleeping pills once from my pdoc (trazodone) and the damn things wouldn't wear off when I woke up in the morning for work! I even tried cutting them in half and I could not stand the grogginess I still felt the next day. Sigh...
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I love sleep, its being awake thats the problem too, like others have said. I don't want to die but I would love something to do.
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I can't get a steady sleep schedule. I am so tired.
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