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Old May 25, 2016, 02:35 PM
sunbeem sunbeem is offline
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I'm don't think I'm depressed. Maybe I am but their is so much going on in my head I feel like I am going crazy. I can't stop thinking about the past, the things that I did that were bad, or the awful things that happened to me in the past. Most of this stuff happened a long time ago so why can't I just forget about them? My t and I went around my sex my dad used me for and a lot of the other stuff that had happened. I should be done with these issues now. Also I am getting paranoid. I keep thinking that something is going to happen to my husband or one of my children. So much more going in my mind I can't even sleep. I am tired all the time even when I do sleep. Because of my dad I have to have a night light in our bedroom isn't that crazy? I even worry about that, maybe I never grew up. Don't know what to do please some talk.
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Old May 25, 2016, 02:56 PM
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I am sorry you experienced such trauma in your childhood. You cannot just forget such terrible experiences. I'm not a therapist, but I do know that recovery from childhood trauma takes time. There are various evidence-based trauma treatments, including EMDR, that you might consider if you haven't already. I hope you feel better soon.
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Old May 25, 2016, 03:00 PM
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Hi SunBeem, I don't think it's unusual that you're still bothered by events like you describe. How difficult and traumatic it was/is! Glad to hear you are seeing a therapist. Are you finding it helpful? How about meds - are you on any? Just asking, not suggesting you need them... I'm 57 and struggle with things that happened when I was a child. Not nearly as traumatic as your experiences, but they still consume my thinking. I don't have any easy answers, just wanted to let you know that someone else cares! Hope you can work this out with your therapist.
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Old May 25, 2016, 03:49 PM
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Yes my therapist is great always there for me. Also I am taking anti-depression pills but sometimes I just seem to fall back into my awful me.
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Old May 25, 2016, 03:56 PM
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Could you please tell me what EMDR is? At this point I would do anything that would help.
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Old May 25, 2016, 04:43 PM
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This is what EMDR does EMDR Association UK and Ireland | about EMDR THERAPY
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