it hurts so much

do you feel up to reading an article..?
i found it interesting and seem like it might have some tips... maybe can help you not feel so forgotten and alone..

you're worth the fight, you definitely deserve to be happy, and no one should give up on you..

you might not relate to all of it, but there might be 1 or 2 things that might help..?
the person that wrote it said he was with this for 4+ years

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stay strong friend..

i might read it later i am so tired i am trying to keep going but it is so hard i dont know what to do anymore i cant take this anymore i am trying so hard but nothing is working i just want to cry all the time is hurts so much.

Can you put the entities which are tormenting you in a "time out"? Just tell them " I won't listen to you for 10 minutes" and keep at it until you feel stronger and can strategize new ways of coping with the entities. :

they do not listen to me i tell them i dont want to talk right now but they dont listen plus they have things they need to do it is complicated either way it is all may fault i ruined everything.

Hi, Eden. So, do these three entities which are different from the demons, do they have physical bodies but in a different dimension?

Does your consciousness live there, but your body is in this dimension?

Knowing you could make them much quieter, since it's your body after all, not theirs, would this mean the world will end? If so, why didn't the world end when you were in the hospital?

My consciousness does not live there but the Angels have bodies in another world which is not exactly in another dimension but well not it is in the same dimension only it is kind of far away, the world has started to end already and it did start when I was in the hospital it will not happen in a day not even a week it will be slow and painful because He doesn't want to miss anything when He takes it all again.