Don't really know what's wrong. Not coping. I don't really know what I want, have nothing to say really. Just finding life too hard. I can't do this. My mind is fixated on ending it...

[basicgoodness]

You CAN do this.

It doesn't feel like I can. I'm crumbling. Kept going as long as I could, but fighting has taken it's toll and I don't have any strength left now.

[QueenCopper]

You have not fought this hard to give up. You can do this, you can do this, you can do this!!! ((((((Hug)))))

Well temptation got the better of me earlier and I bought alcohol. I shouldn't be drinking, but really...what harm can it do...? I just need to try and blot out my mind. I can't handle it anymore.

[Skeezyks]

}}} HalloweenSkye {{{

[elevatedsoul]

way i look at it, which is probably bad way, as i am super bad influence...

why not? exhausting all other options... cashing out is not an option for me, i end up drunk and high, but alive, why not?
if it stops me from self harm, its better right?
i dont want to resort to anything, also just want a nice happy life, but i have to do what i know how to do till i get there, but cashing out is not an option....

but im a bad influence... unstable probably... but yeah... im alive....

stupid doctors...