If you supposedly did this?

If You supposedly wrote to your psychiatrist cause you were mad that u didn't want to take there stupid psych meds anymore. You felt agitated sick and restless before you killed yourself on her pills does that sound suicidal to you?should I be worried about her response?

She might call for clarification, if she's a good psych she won't jump to that conclusion without you directly telling her "I'm going to kill myself". What you're doing, if anything, is actually very self aware. She should hear you out, hopefully.

Did you actually say, before you killed yourself on her pills?

Yeah I said it like that but I meant it not as I'm going to kill myself but going to die from taking them

No responsible pdoc would receive a suicide threat and shrug it off without taking decisive action to protect you from yourself, if only to cover her own butt, so yes, you should be worried about her response. She could have you committed.

Yes, that sounds suicidal to me. Particularly because it is text and you lack nuance and voice inflection.

That's why she'll probably call. Then again, I think in my situation I got lucky-ish. She called thinking she was going to have to talk me down 'til authorities showed up. Then she realized what I was saying. Hopefully you have one like that. I could see her wanting you in an ER for a psychiatric evaluation, though.

Mh... Well, it's kind of an unpredictable answer, that's for sure.. :/

If you worded it like, "before I kill myself with these pills," yes, I'd be worried. That sounds like you're intentionally suicidal. If you worded it like, "before these pills kill me," I wouldn't be too worried as that doesn't sound intentional.