Expression

Hello, how are you
sad, anger, hopeless;
good;
misery is me; i like to see
you; so lifeless in despair
without hope; and furthermore
not even care
i like it when, you say again
no more; i can't deal
with this ******, my ****** up life
and all that's init
Can you here it?
is it there for you?
I hear it often; speaking loudly
and when i listen i feel so cowardly
give in to giving up?
why doesn't it just shut the ****** up
stop the pain and the shame
stop it; please; maybe then; i'll regain
what's left
of a life
that
feels
so
empty!

That feels like a often sung song that keeps playing in my head