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Nov 17, 2016, 05:01 PM
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Why must I keep fighting? Why do I have to keep breathing? Why can't I just die? Why will no one allow that?
Can't they see that I am in pain? Can't they see that I'm suffering? Can't they see that I have lived with this for too long? Suicide is selfish, so they say. Why must we be seen as selfish for wanting to die? Why isn't it selfish of others to want us to keep living despite the pain? Why do I have to endure this to prevent others from missing me? Wouldn't it just be better for everyone? |
 browneyedgirl_, Cinnamon_Stick, Fuzzybear, JustJace2u, MickeyCheeky, MtnTime2896, Skeezyks
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Nov 17, 2016, 05:05 PM
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I'm sorry
 . Living ... or existing  with severe depression without good help is beyond hard . I don't really have any wise words.(If the professionals have used the "selfish" card, maybe they are the selfish ones )  Maybe we can help each other here 
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#3
Nov 17, 2016, 05:22 PM
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 I have been struggling with these sort of thoughts in the last week myself. There are many nights I go to bed and just hope I don't wake up in the morning.
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Dx: BP2 and MDD Current meds: 100mg Wellbutrin; 200mg Lamictal; 400mg Seroquel at night; Xanax 1mg/PRN; 100mg/PRN Trazodone at night for insomnia Diagnosed in May 2016 |
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Nov 17, 2016, 05:35 PM
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It is such a hard thing to have to live with...
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| Fuzzybear, JustJace2u, MtnTime2896
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#5
Nov 17, 2016, 08:16 PM
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Why does life seem to be so unfair?
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Dx: BP2 and MDD Current meds: 100mg Wellbutrin; 200mg Lamictal; 400mg Seroquel at night; Xanax 1mg/PRN; 100mg/PRN Trazodone at night for insomnia Diagnosed in May 2016 |
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Nov 17, 2016, 08:20 PM
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"I may be older but I am not wise / I'm still a child's grown-up disguise / and I never can tell you what you want to know / You will find out as you go." (from: "A Nightengale's Lullaby" - Julie Last) |
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Nov 17, 2016, 08:24 PM
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I don't want to put more weight on you by saying this, but let me just say that it wouldn't be better for me. Who else will understand all of my Twenty One Pilots phuns?
I wish people could allow me to do it, too, but they won't and don't plan on changing. I guess, in this sort of case, we have to be the ones who sacrifice for the chance we can get better. Other than that, anything else I'd say would be hypocritical and/or ignorant. If you need to talk, I'm always here for you.
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#8
Nov 18, 2016, 01:30 PM
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Thanks for the support and hugs. I just feel so stuck. Why doesn't it get easier?
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| Fuzzybear, MtnTime2896
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Nov 18, 2016, 02:09 PM
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I know it's hard.. please, don't give up. We're here for you when you need us.
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| Fuzzybear
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Nov 18, 2016, 02:33 PM
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 and it makes me mad, their ignorance and callousness PS if they IRL were a bit more careful with their words .... they are, supposedly, trained......... at least they would be less likely to do harm.
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Last edited by Fuzzybear; Nov 18, 2016 at 03:08 PM. |
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Nov 18, 2016, 08:52 PM
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I know I should fight. I know I have support. But it is so hard. How do you live when you have lost the will?
I hate my head...
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#12
Nov 19, 2016, 03:08 AM
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Our prime purpose in this life is to help others. And if you can't help them at least don't hurt them. ... Dalai Lama 
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