I haven't been sad lately, in fact, my mood has improved greatly.

However, I've been feeling pretty tired lately, sleeping over 12+ hours every night, I've also been in a load of pain, (mostly PMS) but I haven't had the energy to do things I enjoy and even when I try to do those things, I just don't feel satisfied with them. I get bored of them after five minutes and they don't make me feel less bored.

Is this something I should mention to my pdoc??
Does this sound like dperession?

[Hairball]

Kori, when is the last time u had a physical? Or lab work done on your blood. It could be a thyroid problem or even vitamin deficiency.

I can't say it is that or depression but I will pray that u feel better soon, take care of yourself. I love u girl.

It's been a couple of years since I've had a physical.
I have had my bloods done recently because I take antipsychotics, but I don't know if it showed thyroid issues? Vitamin deficiency sounds like it could be likely I used to have to take vitamin D pills because I was vit D deficient. Especially in the winter.

I could ask my pdoc about it I guess.

I don't want to take vit D, I noticed that these "depressed" feelings tend to go away as soon as my period starts. I'm starting to think the just PMS on hyperactive.

I don't like to keep posting in this thread
But I don't really know where else to go

Possible trigger:

I've not been feeling sad lately but have been thinking a lot about suicide
I want everything to end. I am sick of this constant heavy weight I feel like I am carrying around with me I am sick of the voices taunting me and I am sick of the constant triggers and **** that just keeps following me

All the while my mood is fine I don't feel sad I don't even know if I really am depressed. I guess I just feel bad.

I feel like everyone in my life would be better off without me and I feel like I am ready to die.

is too late for me to be saved

Maybe

I don't know what to say to this except to send you a big hug and know that I have felt the exact same....that I couldn't make it out of depression.

I have good days and bad days but things are improved. They will improve for you, too. I know it. You are TOO GOOD of a person to not be here. Good people need to stay and fight. I have faith in this.