It seems today I am lost somewhere inside, yet trying to be strong and find my way. Sometimes I do not know what to say but I feel this need to be heard. Going deep inside to feel safe and trying to shut out all this noise. How long?

Tears are streaming inside as I sit here and try to find the words to type what is happening inside. But words elude me and I feel exhausted just thinking. This emotional roller coaster is wearing me out. I wish it would stop for even a moment and let me breath just one breath, before the gasps come back and the exhale seems to never take place.

Maybe just knowing I can come here and write will help. Reaching out is all I can do right now as silence seems to be taking over within and out. Depression/Exhaustion--or is it. My head hurts with a pain that cannot be stopped. Somewhere in all this I exist--somewhere.

purplesecrets

[MyBestKids2]

((((purplesecrets))))))))

If it helps any, I am right here beside you!!


Dee

even if you have lost your map in life
one day you will find it again
maybe a bit wrinkled and turned into faded yellow

your hand will hold it with strong fingers
viewing the lines- describing the road to walk
with a broken compass the sun will guide you on your way
to find calmness in every way
to forever stay

[Christina86]

((((((((((((purplesecrets))))))))))))))

I wish I had something to say but all I can say is hold on...

[Fuzzybear]

((((((((((((((( purplesecrets ))))))))))))))))


love you,
Fuzzy

((((((((((((mybestkids2)))))))))) (((((((((((((poetrylover)))))))))))))))))))
((((((((((((canders)))))))))))))) ((((((((((((((fuzzy)))))))))))))))))))

Thank you all so much. Your support and caring are more than I deserve. I would love for you to be right beside me Dee. Thank you. Thank you poetrylover for your wonderful words of love and support. Canders, you being here says enough. Thank you. And Fuzzy, I love you too and I know you are there. You all do not know how much it means to know you are right there. I keep reaching even when it seems like there is nothing to reach for. I am scared but trying. I love you all so much.

purplesecrets

[wickedwings]

((((((((((purple)))))))))))))

i am scared too........i'll keep trying if you will......

[debbie_tabor]

((((((((((((((purple)))))))))))))

[bipolar_bear]

(((((((((((((((((((((((((((((purplesecrets)))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))) Keep reaching out and grab my hand. You are not alone.

BB

[recluse1]

(((((((((((purple)))))))))))))) i am here, i am listening, i hear everyword. i send you strength, courage, love and light to help you along your way. i love you and i know you will make it through this time.

much love dear friend
recluse1

[TryingToCope]

(((((((purplesecrets)))))))

(((((ww))))

Thank you for the hug and I send it back to you. Love you.

purplesecrets

((((((((butterflylady)))))))

I thank you for the hug. I will keep trying and together we wil find our way out. Hold on to my hand and I will hold on to yours. I send you good thoughts and prayers. I love you my friend.

purplesecrets

(((debbie_taber)))

Thank you for the support. I send you a hug right back.

purplesecrets

(((((((((((bb))))))))))

Thank you so much for the hug. I am grabbing ahold of your hand bb and holding on. Thank you for extending your hand. I love you dear friend.

purplesecrets

(((((((((((recluse)))))))))

Thank you so much. I feel the love, strength, and courage sent. I am clinging on to the light that you are holding out and I am reaching for it. Thank you for your friendship. At times it gets so mixed up and so loud inside that I can hardly make out anything. But knowing you are there and others are there helps me keep going. I love you so much.

purplesecrets

(((((TryingToCope)))))

Thank you for the hug and I send one back to you. I love you.

purplesecrets

[recluse1]

(((((((((((purple))))))))))) just wanted to send you a hug. i love you so much and want you to know i will always, always be here.

much love to you
recluse1

(((purple)))

I care...I always will....