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Old Jan 08, 2017, 08:49 PM
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I almost off-ed myself last night....

I didn't realize that I was this bad off, still. I'm still in that place right now and the only thing keeping me alive is my promise to wait 'til March 1st so that I can fulfill my promise to my brother.
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Old Jan 08, 2017, 09:55 PM
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Keep that promise to your brother. A lot can, and will, happen between now and then. Some nights were so bad that the only way I could make it was to think, "if it's this bad in the morning..." Come morning things were different, not necessarily better or worse, just different and that was enough. I wish you my best.
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Old Jan 08, 2017, 10:46 PM
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Hang in there. I know how it is like, so I can't say things will be fine. But I hope everyone here can heal together. Life is too hard, but I feel like I shouldn't kill myself before I experience one totally happy day in my life... Wish things get better for you
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Old Jan 09, 2017, 08:49 AM
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I'm sorry things are so bad for you right now. I'm glad keeping your promise to your brother means so much to you. Hang in there, things can get better.
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Old Jan 09, 2017, 09:26 AM
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I wish I had some inspirational words ....I hope we can all heal together... it's been said many times but we're all strong to have made it this far

I for one am glad you're still here (you've helped me many times)

I'm proud of you for choosing life

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Old Jan 09, 2017, 01:15 PM
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It is good you didn't do it. Please continue to keep that promise long after that day.
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