Lately I've felt really bland as I describe it, just empty, no real emotion at all, its like my hearts been removed and I'm a zombie with no impulses. I really just feel empty, even yesterday when I thought I was happy, the smile was there, the reason to be happy was there, but I felt blank....full of nothingness and very hollow.

I just feel incredibly lonely, and tired, my body just is sitting as my thoughts stare into...nothing....

Just a quick rant....of nothingness...

well dustin...i'll wager a guess that you have plenty of company at these forums.....i for one have felt this way for almost a month now........it's called the depression demon!..i'm just about to go out of my mind with the lonliness....the only thing we can do is plow on......try to keep busy.....do things we like even if we have to force ourselves to........it WILL pass..........you're not alone dustin.......

[pegasus]

Feeling blank and empty is a way of coping, I call it 'robot' mode.

Sometimes it is helpful just to work with that robot mode to get things done.

Hang in there, you are not alone with how you feel, we understand.

Take care Moonkin.

[wickedwings]

dustin, i'm here, too. i feel the same way today.

yes... and me too.. I go into the "empty" mode.. it is my way of coping.. I can function that way..

hang in there ((((dustin)))