[sinking]

nothing ever goes right. lost pets, lost job, lost friends, lost bf. im tired.
i cut after a few months i hadnt. it was kind and sweet. i cant get up in the morning and get up anymore. i want to die. just gathering the strength to do it...

I hope you don't!

If you do, there will be a hole in this Universe where you're supposed to be and that will be a very sad thing!

https://suicidepreventionlifeline.org/

[LadyShadow]

Please don't! At least keep posting here to distract yourself. But please is there someone you can call?

I hope you find hope soon

[Fuzzybear]

[sinking]

I have been dead for a little this summer when i tried strangling myself. i want to do it again but at the right time and when i'll be ready. im cutting, taking pills, writing, but it seems nothing is working. thanks for taking the time to talk with me

[JustJace2u]

Sending lots of love and hugs.

[sinking]

i have the pills in my hands. i wont take them all, but its a kind dream

[MickeyCheeky]

Please, stay with us.. we'll listen to what you have to say.

[sinking]

im just hurting so bad. dont want to stay and live this life...
pills are doing their effect... going to fall asleep soon. thanks for your support.

[metalchick]

Hi there...I have been where you are...there are people who love you...if you want to talk, I am here for you.

I had a horrible day today.
I do not know the story of the pets and bf.
But I am lending a holding hand for you.

If you feel like it, you can send me a pm. I will be there with you.

[laffer75]

I hear your pain, I live it everyday,not a day goes by thinking about ending it all. I stay fir those who need me... there is a purpose... just don't know what it is yet

[sinking]

i try to stay for my parents and brother...and my cats too
but sometimes THEY are the problem. so why not ending?

[metalchick]

You are here for a reason...please try to find some help...you can talk to me too if you want.

[Rohag]

Originally Posted by sinking

i try to stay for my parents and brother...and my cats too

Can you imagine - even if it's just seems a fantasy - a reason to stay that does not involve any others but yourself?

Just for reference: Samaritans Onlus Italy

[sinking]

Thanks for all of your support.

i'd like to PM to those of you who kindly offered it, but im afraid it would make it all more complicated for me and the other too, but thanks a lot. it was heart whelming.

so... another day fully in bed passed. scared for tomorrow and the interview that should say how ill i am and based on that which jobs are a better fit for me. so they should find me a job. a job? i dont even get up to go to the toilet. having more money would be nice, but for what?

Originally Posted by sinking

Thanks for all of your support.

i'd like to PM to those of you who kindly offered it, but im afraid it would make it all more complicated for me and the other too, but thanks a lot. it was heart whelming.

so... another day fully in bed passed. scared for tomorrow and the interview that should say how ill i am and based on that which jobs are a better fit for me. so they should find me a job. a job? i dont even get up to go to the toilet. having more money would be nice, but for what?

As for the money, practically, it can be nice for later on. You don't have to use all the money. In fact, it's best if you have no use for money, so you can save it for when you really feel like it, for your own pleasures.
I'm giving you gentle pats on the back for both the motivation forward and the kudos for working on finding a job in a way that is truly right for you.

[laffer75]

Hang in there, I'm going to someone new in March. Still hopeful that this can be fixed... maybe new meds or therapy....keep trying too