[whisperingskye]

Why does it seem to creep on me slowly only to then hit full speed with no way of stopping momentum? It's like I have this false sense of security every time thinking I have time to get stabilised again. But then it switches suddenly and I just go down down down so ****ing fast.

I can't cope. History tells me I'm going to end up in hospital again. Cannot handle this right now, have way too much to lose.

I just want it all to stop. I need it to go away. I can't cope living like this anymore.

[Fuzzybear]

I don't understand the "system" in this country so I'm not sure if I can be of much help there, but please do what you need to be safe. There isn't anything "shameful" in having a mental health challenge and requiring assistance. I wish the assistance available here was better..You're important please don't forget that. There are some who listen and understand

[usrname]

I feel the same... I really never fully recovered and it's biting me in the ***, I feel like I'm going to have to drop out of college all the time