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Old Feb 04, 2017, 02:29 PM
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so far this weekend has taken me to he'll and back and its not barely started ,I cant remember when i was ever as angry as I have been and justifiably so,I have been so desperately sad again Justified, I have felt helpless,I have felt ashamed,worried almost to the point of vomiting ,and then more crap comes my way ,can I cry? not one single tear? do I want to ? yes I feel I need to cry an ocean , I am starting to think is this why I rebel against my meds ? are they numbing me out too much ? butt if this is the case why do i still feel so bad I feel like a bomb about to explode I feel like i need to.... i want to drink, oh im just gonna shut up now cos this is turning into a self pitying rant sorry guys.
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Old Feb 04, 2017, 03:10 PM
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Feel free to rant here as much as you want. I'm sorry you're feeling so down
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Old Feb 04, 2017, 03:20 PM
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I relate...I'm in a similar boat, though not currently medicated. I hope you can find some way to release your feelings safely.
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Old Feb 04, 2017, 06:26 PM
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Crying is the only thing that makes me feel better. The anger and frustration usually build up to the point where I'm about to breakdown on the floor. Only then I cry, and feel all the pressure inside me that was about to explode is gone. I know some people cannot cry, and they don't have medications. I'm not sure. Were you able to cry before you started medication? Sorry you feel so bad, and hope you will get better soon
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Old Feb 04, 2017, 07:23 PM
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mmm m,good question Mr stranger, There certainly was a time or two when I did nothing but cry almost non stop but yes that was before venlafaxine xl,and various other meds I don't want to go back there. I don't know what I want other than not to be me right now
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sometimes crimson acts like a crazy cat,
She has to remind herself, she is good and kind ...
For that's a fact. 😺


like a small boat on the ocean ,
sending big waves into motion
like how a single word,
can make a heart open,
I might have only one match
But i can make an Explosion !
Rachel. Platten. Fight song.


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Old Feb 04, 2017, 08:19 PM
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Let it out....
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