[Namarie]

First post,

Tired. Found this looking for a place to write and share it so I don't feel so alone.

I have had major depressive disorder for more than 10 years. Treatment resistant.

Divorced in Jan, Moved to Illinois (family) in November due to divorce, have chronic pain issues, can't work, at least not yet, maybe when pain issues get under control... On workers comp, but in CA and IL is very resistant to working with me on that...

Feel very depressed, very. Heart aches, if I weren't with my family, I probably wouldn't be here anymore...

Trying to get into a 12 step or start one, trying for SS disability, no income...

Feel worthless and a burden to my family... Struggling daily to just survive....

hello welcome to the forum.

I hope it helps!

[little turtle]

Originally Posted by Namarie

First post,

Tired. Found this looking for a place to write and share it so I don't feel so alone.

I have had major depressive disorder for more than 10 years. Treatment resistant.

Divorced in Jan, Moved to Illinois (family) in November due to divorce, have chronic pain issues, can't work, at least not yet, maybe when pain issues get under control... On workers comp, but in CA and IL is very resistant to working with me on that...

Feel very depressed, very. Heart aches, if I weren't with my family, I probably wouldn't be here anymore...

Trying to get into a 12 step or start one, trying for SS disability, no income...

Feel worthless and a burden to my family... Struggling daily to just survive....

dear namarie----------you will find help...you are looking

[Fuzzybear]

[Rohag]

Hello & Welcome, Namarie. 2-1-1 Illinois might be able to direct you to an assortment of possible resources.

Please make yourself at home here.

[cnlsaf]

I hope you are able to get help. Best wishes to you!

[Namarie]

Been Trying to get my pain patch approved... its been 4 days today since it wore off... It has been miserable. Finally my lawyer called the opposing attorney and threatened legal action if my patch is not approved in 24 hours and my doctor here is not approved in 7 days... The pain patch script I got is for 2 weeks... Feel some hope, but right now so physically and emotionally miserable, I cry...