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Old Mar 09, 2017, 01:38 PM
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Why can I get out this dark world , if had one wish ! It would be not to exist and am doing a good cause as a full body donor
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Old Mar 09, 2017, 05:19 PM
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Old Mar 09, 2017, 06:25 PM
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Old Mar 09, 2017, 07:53 PM
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Took some pills to ngt but not enough to do anything serious
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Old Mar 09, 2017, 08:07 PM
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Took some pills to ngt but not enough to do anything serious
can you tell me why you want to hurt yourself ... not just that you want to end it all ... but what drives this pain ...
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Old Mar 09, 2017, 08:13 PM
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I've been single over 3 years after my ex used me , my work got to me and debt problems, one thing after other , all my pals are married and I've got nobody , got my job that's it I've no future , way I feel a relationship would not work , I've had enough I've even jumped into a river at 1 am in morning and survived, try hang myself my pal walked in took overdose last week could do that either , but it will happen one day sooner the better
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Old Mar 09, 2017, 08:29 PM
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got my job that's it I've no future
ok ... lets accept the idea you want out in a big way ... everything ends ... job .. if it's going to end anyway ... what do you really have to lose (just considering) that there might be something else out there for you ... are there any possibilities for a different job ... a different career ... could you just not start over ....
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Old Mar 09, 2017, 08:32 PM
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I had my notice in to quit and had new job going back driving Hgv artic lorry , but my manager ask me in said he supports me and has done but don't fell any different,
It's all agency work no guarantee hours to pay bills
I just can't win il have drop a lot wages to leave
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Old Mar 09, 2017, 08:49 PM
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I just can't win il have drop a lot wages to leave
I have no idea how things work there (i am assuming your in the UK ...) but in the states we can go bankrupt ... clear our debts and really just start over ... not always the best way but it beats the he** out of dying ... we always have choices ... I for one believe we should not go the perminent route till we try every other possible way ... are there social services set up there ... job retraining .. rent help .. those kinds of things ...
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Old Mar 09, 2017, 09:02 PM
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I've just been in a trust deed and now got more debts , it's not that I hate my life I hate living .
Am in Scotland, going take rest of my talblet probly be out of it next half hour
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Old Mar 09, 2017, 09:21 PM
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you got me ... I have never liked that word hate ... would it be possible to narrow down the what you don't like about living ... maybe break it down into a manageable bit ... you ponder that and maybe we could talk more tomorrow after you get a good night's sleep ... nite ... remember don't give up ... people here really do care ... I care ...

thank you for talking to me ... I have never met anyone from Scotland before ... Tigger.
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