[butterfly76]

I am a failure. Feel disappointed.

[DelusionsDaily]

It can be really hard to adjust to life after attempts. I've been there. Just hold on it can and for me did get better. Unfortunately the adjustment takes time.

[Frankbtl]

Hi butterfly

It sounds like you're going through a real hard time right now, I'm sorry
But are you feeling a failure because that's the way you're seeing your life/yourself, because the attempts turned out to be attempts, or a bit of both??
It's just that.........the way I'm see it is that no-one is a failure, they may find themselve in real tough situations, all sorts of things might not work out, the cloud of depression (or something else) may make that look so clear to them, but no-one is a failure and everyone has worth regardless
And just wondering if you've had any real help between/after the attempts??
Any real help/support with any issues behind them??
Sometimes support, even not feeling alone, can make things look/feel a bit different........but if you want to talk a little more about what's gone/going on for you........



Alison

[RainyDay107]

I messed up a handful of times. Several years ago, I decided I'm just going to live life, seriously. I didn't want to hurt people who love me.

I'm glad that I failed. I'm glad you failed, too.

It doesn't feel like it now, but you will be happy again. You will. I'm glad you survived.

[butterfly76]

Originally Posted by glamslam

I messed up a handful of times. Several years ago, I decided I'm just going to live life, seriously. I didn't want to hurt people who love me.

I'm glad that I failed. I'm glad you failed, too.

It doesn't feel like it now, but you will be happy again. You will. I'm glad you survived.

I am not worth living. Should never have been born. I am just a waste of space. I will try harder next time to succeed.. I don't need any one to talk to. They all end up tired of me anyway.