[BiffTannen]

Hey guys, I'm so stressed out, depressed and embarrassed today. So I was going to see my new general practitioner and he told me to fill a form to bring in on my mental health, I was going to the GP with my sister to drop me off. And at one part of the sheets it said suicidal assessment I wrote down the truth that I did think about suicide and all that. So before going into the car I folded that part so my sister doesn't see it, so we were waiting next to the GP's office and I went to the reception to inquire about something they sent me I left the forms with my sister. Coming back I saw her reading through the part about my suicide assessment and I was gutted and so sad that she knows that I had those thoughts

[MickeyCheeky]

How did she react upon reading that? Was she angry at you? Sad? I'm sorry, I know how hard can it be

[BiffTannen]

Originally Posted by MickeyCheeky

How did she react upon reading that? Was she angry at you? Sad? I'm sorry, I know how hard can it be

Well when I came and sat down she looked at the paper with fixed eyes and was concentrating, then after a few moments I said to her it's all filled out and she gave the paper to me. She seemed sad and was breathing heavily. Yeah it can be so hard

[MickeyCheeky]

Hope you'll be able to explain her everything at some point (you don't have to do that immediately, take your time ).

[BiffTannen]

Originally Posted by MickeyCheeky

Hope you'll be able to explain her everything at some point (you don't have to do that immediately, take your time ).

Thank you

[winter4me]

Although it is difficult for you now, I am glad she knows and hope you will talk with her about this.
I lost a brother to suicide, this hits close to home....it isn't something you ever truly recover from---and I have been suicidal at times...since his death I know I couldn't ...but I can imagine his pain, and wish I could have eased it/held him till he was safe again.