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feeling so crap,don't know what to do with myself! .
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sometimes crimson acts like a crazy cat, She has to remind herself, she is good and kind ... For that's a fact. 😺 like a small boat on the ocean , sending big waves into motion like how a single word, can make a heart open, I might have only one match But i can make an Explosion ! Rachel. Platten. Fight song. Member since 03/10/09 (new user name) |
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I am too...hang in there!!!
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thank you metal chick im feeling a bit like im being ignored too or maybe just paranoid either way thanks for responding.
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sometimes crimson acts like a crazy cat, She has to remind herself, she is good and kind ... For that's a fact. 😺 like a small boat on the ocean , sending big waves into motion like how a single word, can make a heart open, I might have only one match But i can make an Explosion ! Rachel. Platten. Fight song. Member since 03/10/09 (new user name) |
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Hi crimsoncat,
I am sorry you are feeling worse. Did you have a particular stressfull event or this is something like a period you can detect?
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Clara Hope is definitely not the same thing as optimism. It is not the conviction that something will turn out well, but the certainty that something makes sense, regardless of how it turns out. Vaclav Havel |
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hi Clara ,I think maybe a combination of things it been a tough week,mothers day was particularly rough an this depression is really hitting me in tidal waves ,oh an im turning 50 in a weeks time an im feelin how can that be? !!!
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sometimes crimson acts like a crazy cat, She has to remind herself, she is good and kind ... For that's a fact. 😺 like a small boat on the ocean , sending big waves into motion like how a single word, can make a heart open, I might have only one match But i can make an Explosion ! Rachel. Platten. Fight song. Member since 03/10/09 (new user name) |
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Yeah, it is a difficult time. What coping strategies have you used in the past?
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Clara Hope is definitely not the same thing as optimism. It is not the conviction that something will turn out well, but the certainty that something makes sense, regardless of how it turns out. Vaclav Havel |
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Sorry you're feeling so rubbish. I totally get the feeling ignored thing, I've been thinking that a lot lately. I also think I'm just getting paranoid about everything... am always here for you
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Tired of feeling lost, tired of letting go. Tear the whole world down, tear the whole world down. Tired of wasting breath, tired of nothing left. Tear the whole world down, tear the whole world down. Failure. Failure - Breaking Benjamin |
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I'm sorry you're having such a tough time. I'm turning 50 in May around the time my only child graduates from high school. Definitely not helping ease depression and anxiety.
I hope you start feeling better. I'm here for you. I feel ignored from time to time as well. Not a good feeling. |
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I'm sorry you're feeling this way
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I'm sorry you're feeling so bad
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thank you all for replying,pc is getting so huge its easy for posts to get swallowed up! an I think tthat doesn't help if you are feeling a little paranoid and ignored!!! Clara ,I usually do art and write poetry an stuff but I have no mojo or creativity in me at the moment I try but produce nothing or rubbish, Jenn 67 Happy unbirthday !!!! ,
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sometimes crimson acts like a crazy cat, She has to remind herself, she is good and kind ... For that's a fact. 😺 like a small boat on the ocean , sending big waves into motion like how a single word, can make a heart open, I might have only one match But i can make an Explosion ! Rachel. Platten. Fight song. Member since 03/10/09 (new user name) |
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Where are you at currently, with medication or therapy ?
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Mother died when I was 4, father took all his anger out on me, brother died when I was 8, felt angry and paranoid throughout childhood, father died when I was 17. Crap, eh ? |
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medicated to the max ,was due to start stepps program but have been too unwell,there is talk of maybe having another completely psych evaluation as last one was about four years ago .
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sometimes crimson acts like a crazy cat, She has to remind herself, she is good and kind ... For that's a fact. 😺 like a small boat on the ocean , sending big waves into motion like how a single word, can make a heart open, I might have only one match But i can make an Explosion ! Rachel. Platten. Fight song. Member since 03/10/09 (new user name) |
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Wow, poetry! Hope your inspiration comes back soon
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Clara Hope is definitely not the same thing as optimism. It is not the conviction that something will turn out well, but the certainty that something makes sense, regardless of how it turns out. Vaclav Havel |
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It is great that you are doing something.
I know it's only a glimmer because I have been there and am going through it again, so you may have heard this before but hey, that drug may kick in and that evaluation may lead to something incredible. I read the other day that we NOT our feelings. That feeling we have right now is NOT us, it is just a feeling. Feelings change and this is not how we will be forever.
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Mother died when I was 4, father took all his anger out on me, brother died when I was 8, felt angry and paranoid throughout childhood, father died when I was 17. Crap, eh ? |
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