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Mar 30, 2017, 10:42 AM
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If I thought I was useless before, well I'm full blown crippled now. When my mind is finally placed back to reality and lacks the torment of hallucinations, all it desires is self-destruction. In an effort to avoid that, I force myself to remain under the safety of my comforter. It's desperate. Desperately attempting the act of surviving. Not long after are my breaks from reality in which I fear for my life -- a startling contrast to wishing for death -- and all I see and hear are those no one else can witness. It's scary while I'm driving. I'll see the guard rail swing out in front of my car, cars will follow me and attempt to cause me harm, but they're not actually there and/or not attempting anything abnormal on a highway.
This is my life. "This just ain't livin'."
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Mar 30, 2017, 11:26 AM
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 That all sounds terrifying. I am sorry that I haven't responded to many of your posts lately, I don't know what advice to give you. How often are you able to speak to the psychologist? Please don't be afraid to ask for help, as you know, your troubles have become serious. You are in my thoughts and prayers. 
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Mar 30, 2017, 12:06 PM
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 I'm really sorry, leigheas. I really admire you for putting out with so much stuff. You're one of the strongest people I've ever known. I wish I could do something to help you.. 
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Mar 30, 2017, 02:41 PM
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I have no advice.. but I'm here for you
 
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Mar 30, 2017, 03:18 PM
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You are far from useless, you have a strength that most people could never have.
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PDD with Psychotic Features, GAD, Cluster C personality traits - No meds, except a weekly ketamine infusion
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Mar 30, 2017, 03:28 PM
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I'm so sorry you're having such a hard time. It sounds terrifying. Is there a therapist or psychiatrist you could talk to about this?
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Mar 30, 2017, 06:24 PM
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Quote:
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Mar 30, 2017, 06:24 PM
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I appreciate all of you being here.
 It means a lot.
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