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Old Apr 01, 2017, 06:03 PM
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I used to have people I could trust. People I could talk to when I was having a particularly bad night.

Now there is no one.

And so I go through each day and night feeling completely alone. I don't know if it's paranoia or logical. But I don't trust. I can't trust. I know I can't get through this on my own.

I really wanted this year to be the one where everything goes great and I don't end up in crisis. I guess it's not to be.

I wish everything would just stop. Why can't it just stop?
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Old Apr 01, 2017, 07:03 PM
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There is no one
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Old Apr 01, 2017, 08:05 PM
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Old Apr 01, 2017, 11:24 PM
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I'm sorry if I was the one who brought this to your attention.

I'm not much, but I'm here.
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Old Apr 02, 2017, 07:16 AM
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Nothing to be sorry for, it's been on my mind for a long time. But thank you for being here. I do appreciate it!
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Tired of feeling lost, tired of letting go.
Tear the whole world down, tear the whole world down.
Tired of wasting breath, tired of nothing left.
Tear the whole world down, tear the whole world down.
Failure.
Failure - Breaking Benjamin
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Old Apr 02, 2017, 07:52 AM
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I can relate...and I'm here too
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Old Apr 02, 2017, 08:08 AM
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I can also relate. Big hugs sent your way
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Old Apr 02, 2017, 08:29 AM
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Hi whisperingskye,
I feel for you. Loneliness is one of the most devasting things when we need be with others. Sorry, I did not understand if you are lonely because people abandoned you or because you don't trust anyone.
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Old Apr 02, 2017, 08:48 AM
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A mixture of the two. Some people are just not there anymore. And the others betrayed my trust making it really hard for me to trust anyone. I thought I moved on and got over it but for now my lack of trust seems to be bigger than ever.
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Tired of feeling lost, tired of letting go.
Tear the whole world down, tear the whole world down.
Tired of wasting breath, tired of nothing left.
Tear the whole world down, tear the whole world down.
Failure.
Failure - Breaking Benjamin
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Old Apr 02, 2017, 09:16 AM
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Old Apr 02, 2017, 09:32 AM
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you know i am always here xxx
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She has to remind herself, she is good and kind ...
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like how a single word,
can make a heart open,
I might have only one match
But i can make an Explosion !
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Old Apr 02, 2017, 09:38 AM
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and I totally get the trust thing ,but you can trust me with anything,I hope you know that xxxx
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sometimes crimson acts like a crazy cat,
She has to remind herself, she is good and kind ...
For that's a fact. 😺


like a small boat on the ocean ,
sending big waves into motion
like how a single word,
can make a heart open,
I might have only one match
But i can make an Explosion !
Rachel. Platten. Fight song.


Member since 03/10/09 (new user name)
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Old Apr 02, 2017, 09:51 AM
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Thank you I appreciate that.
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Tired of feeling lost, tired of letting go.
Tear the whole world down, tear the whole world down.
Tired of wasting breath, tired of nothing left.
Tear the whole world down, tear the whole world down.
Failure.
Failure - Breaking Benjamin
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Old Apr 02, 2017, 04:44 PM
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Sometimes, I do not trust people in the sense that I fear they will not care about me as much as I care about them, and it hurts
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Old Apr 02, 2017, 09:52 PM
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Don't think that way that's all I can suggest.
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