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Old Apr 07, 2017, 12:35 PM
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Maybe I don't care anymore. This whole back and forth between morbidly depressed and incapable of distinguishing reality and fiction; I would say it's driving me nuts but I'm already ****ing there. I'm there, attempts to stop it are pointless and I'm done.

I give up.
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Old Apr 07, 2017, 01:29 PM
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I'm sorry

I'm (also) already ****ing nuts and have been for a while..

Some brave souls may disagree.. or maybe they are just polite

Also would describe self as morbidly depressed and anxious (much as I dislike the word morbidly - that's another trait of mine, "hyper" sensitivity - only not so much really... I just can't stand the freakin INSENSITIVITY of abusers irl..)

Sorry got off topic..

I relate to feeling like I'm done..

But somehow I'm still here

Selfishly, I hope you stick around - I care about you

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Old Apr 07, 2017, 03:50 PM
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I care about you So Leigheas, I understand that it is difficult to deal with the constant shifts in perception, but like we proved yesterday, you can fight it, and it will get better eventually. There is an end to this mess. We just have to keep fighting to see it.
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Old Apr 07, 2017, 07:52 PM
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I appreciate you guys. Today is even worse than yesterday. Seems to be a common trend for me anymore.
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Old Apr 08, 2017, 08:35 AM
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I don't know what to say. Sorry. I wish I could do more

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I'm sorry you are going through this. We understand and care about you.
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Old Apr 08, 2017, 11:17 AM
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What does it mean that you will give up?
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Old Apr 08, 2017, 11:24 PM
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What does it mean that you will give up?
It means, I'm tired of fighting it all. I really just want the "creatures" to take me already. Let myself be taken and let myself just finally let go and lose it. All of it. Holding on has left me more torn than ever before and I'm tired. I'm tired of fighting for sanity, for clarity, for any form of joy. I don't have any fight left in me and I want to be done.
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