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Maybe I don't care anymore. This whole back and forth between morbidly depressed and incapable of distinguishing reality and fiction; I would say it's driving me nuts but I'm already ****ing there. I'm there, attempts to stop it are pointless and I'm done.
I give up.
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I'm sorry
![]() I'm (also) already ****ing nuts and have been for a while.. Some brave souls may disagree.. or maybe they are just polite ![]() ![]() Also would describe self as morbidly depressed and anxious (much as I dislike the word morbidly - that's another trait of mine, "hyper" sensitivity - only not so much really... I just can't stand the freakin INSENSITIVITY of abusers irl..) Sorry got off topic.. I relate to feeling like I'm done.. But somehow I'm still here ![]() Selfishly, I hope you stick around - I care about you ![]() ![]()
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#3
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I care about you So Leigheas, I understand that it is difficult to deal with the constant shifts in perception, but like we proved yesterday, you can fight it, and it will get better eventually. There is an end to this mess. We just have to keep fighting to see it.
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#4
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I appreciate you guys. Today is even worse than yesterday. Seems to be a common trend for me anymore.
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I don't know what to say. Sorry. I wish I could do more
![]() ((((Só leigheas))))
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Tired of feeling lost, tired of letting go. Tear the whole world down, tear the whole world down. Tired of wasting breath, tired of nothing left. Tear the whole world down, tear the whole world down. Failure. Failure - Breaking Benjamin |
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I'm sorry you are going through this. We understand and care about you.
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What does it mean that you will give up?
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Clara Hope is definitely not the same thing as optimism. It is not the conviction that something will turn out well, but the certainty that something makes sense, regardless of how it turns out. Vaclav Havel |
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It means, I'm tired of fighting it all. I really just want the "creatures" to take me already. Let myself be taken and let myself just finally let go and lose it. All of it. Holding on has left me more torn than ever before and I'm tired. I'm tired of fighting for sanity, for clarity, for any form of joy. I don't have any fight left in me and I want to be done.
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