[Crypts_Of_The_Mind]

I hope I die. This life needs to end. I cause others nothing but pain and I don't even know how I do it. I just need to be done. I don't want anyone else to hurt anymore. I don't want to hurt anymore either.

[sunnydisposition]

You dont seem like a person who would hurt someone on purpose. But for an instance lets say you did hurt someone ( maybe you didnt mean to). We all hurt someone at one point or another. This is who we are. We are flawed human beings.

But You are still here. You have the opportunity to make up for any hurt you may have caused in the past and spread love in the present and move on to a better future.

[Crypts_Of_The_Mind]

Originally Posted by sunnydisposition

You dont seem like a person who would hurt someone on purpose. But for an instance lets say you did hurt someone ( maybe you didnt mean to). We all hurt someone at one point or another. This is who we are. We are flawed human beings.

But You are still here. You have the opportunity to make up for any hurt you may have caused in the past and spread love in the present and move on to a better future.

Thing is I don't know how I am hurting people. One just decides to block me for no reason. Another gets nad because I talk to her about the hurt I feel from being blocked by the other person. Another person gets upset because I look at them strangely when I am tired. I don't know ...

But thank you for saying I don't seem like that type of person

[sunnydisposition]

Originally Posted by Crypts_Of_The_Mind

Thing is I don't know how I am hurting people. One just decides to block me for no reason. Another gets nad because I talk to her about the hurt I feel from being blocked by the other person. Another person gets upset because I look at them strangely when I am tired. I don't know ...

But thank you for saying I don't seem like that type of person

The darkness that looms around mentally ill people scares the normal healthy people. Most people see us as this "negative clouds of energy" that is best left alone. It's unfair, and cruel. But that's life. Try to be around people who are more compassionate.

[Crypts_Of_The_Mind]

She actually is very compassionate. Maybe it was a bad day for her too, I don't know...

[sunnydisposition]

Originally Posted by Crypts_Of_The_Mind

She actually is very compassionate. Maybe it was a bad day for her too, I don't know...

could be. Talk to her, express how you feel. If she really is like you say she is, it'll probably turn out to be some sort of a misunderstanding.

[Crypts_Of_The_Mind]

She and I will talk later .. it just really hurt yesterday but not just bc of her just it was a myriad of things that piled up yesterday n that happened to be the last event of the day