[whisperingskye]

I don't want to do all the things that are involved in every day life. It's too hard.

My brain is not functioning well enough to be able to have a proper conversation with anyone, I can barely seem to complete sentences without ****ing it up. Today at work I lost count of all the times I just gave up speaking mid sentence because it wasn't making sense.

I nearly walked straight into a display because I forgot how to move to the right. It was like I was telling my brain I need to go right now, and instead I just kept on going straight.

If I could just hide out in my room then it wouldn't matter that I can't seem to manage normal every day things.

I don't know how to make my brain work again. This isn't me.

I don't know what the point of this post is, I just feel like I need to tell someone I'm broken. I'm not sure I can be fixed.

[Sunflower123]

Originally Posted by whisperingskye

I don't want to do all the things that are involved in every day life. It's too hard.

My brain is not functioning well enough to be able to have a proper conversation with anyone, I can barely seem to complete sentences without ****ing it up. Today at work I lost count of all the times I just gave up speaking mid sentence because it wasn't making sense.

I nearly walked straight into a display because I forgot how to move to the right. It was like I was telling my brain I need to go right now, and instead I just kept on going straight.

If I could just hide out in my room then it wouldn't matter that I can't seem to manage normal every day things.

I don't know how to make my brain work again. This isn't me.

I don't know what the point of this post is, I just feel like I need to tell someone I'm broken. I'm not sure I can be fixed.

I'm sorry you are having such a tough time. You're not alone. Are you on meds? Could you call your pdoc and ask him what's going on? I hope you feel better soon

[Fuzzybear]

((((((((( whisperingskye ))))))))

[MtnTime2896]

(((whisperingskye)))

You're brain isn't broken, it's being re-wired and having a few glitches.

Hiding out is what I do, as I stumble over my words frequently and I honestly have a bad stutter when I'm nervous.

Whisperingskye-Were you taking psyche meds? It seems like the ones that decrease our anxiety and/or psychosis can also hurt how well our brain functions. Yet, I know so many people here feel like that they have no choice but to take them (the lessor of evils). We also lose brain power when we haven't slept enough (lots of insomniacs at PC too). I bet it is both of these things for you. Am I right? I hope your next shift goes better....

[whisperingskye]

I actually haven't been on meds at all since July. I can imagine lack of sleep is definitely a big part of it though. I slept a bit better last night though and have a day off today so hopefully today might be better.