[June55]

My heart aches. My head is clouded. I'm tired. I'm here but frozen solid. Make it stop. Someone breathe life back into me. Make me alive again. I just feel doom.

[mctone]

June, that's just how I felt yesterday... so down. Some days, when I feel like that, I don't know whether to curl up in a little ball inside myself, or reach out to someone. I always seem to feel better when I reach out, and it's good that you're reaching out. This is a great place to do that, there are so many awesome people here who are always glad to reach back. Thanks for this post, it's nice to know that I'm not the only one who feels like this.

[June55]

But why. Why do I feel so down. It's awful. Not even a little sad just blue.

[June55]

Originally Posted by mctone

June, that's just how I felt yesterday... so down. Some days, when I feel like that, I don't know whether to curl up in a little ball inside myself, or reach out to someone. I always seem to feel better when I reach out, and it's good that you're reaching out. This is a great place to do that, there are so many awesome people here who are always glad to reach back. Thanks for this post, it's nice to know that I'm not the only one who feels like this.

Thanks that's exactly it.

[June55]

I want me back. I want my motivation back.

[mctone]

Originally Posted by June55

I want me back. I want my motivation back.

June, are you seeing a T or a pdoc? Not trying to get too personal, but I have learned (not much, but) enough to say "when" it's time to get help... for me at least. Is today worse than yesterday, or better than other days? Yesterday was a really blue day for me, but today has turned out to be a little better... I pray it will get better for you too...

[June55]

It's a moment for a bit and once it goes I'm ok. It drifted away at this moment so I'm ok. It will come back this week more again. High stress. But it will pass too. It's just hard because it hits hard so strong of a dark cloud. Normally it doesn't feel quite that strong.

[mctone]

Originally Posted by June55

It's a moment for a bit and once it goes I'm ok. It drifted away at this moment so I'm ok. It will come back this week more again. High stress. But it will pass too. It's just hard because it hits hard so strong of a dark cloud. Normally it doesn't feel quite that strong.

I know the high's and the low's, they ebb and flow like the ocean sometimes... Hang in there June. You have a friend when you need one. ❤