[Crypts_Of_The_Mind]

Maybe one day soon I will die. Maybe then everyone can be happy. Maybe then everyone can say "yayyy! We don't gotta deal with her no more-what a relief!" Maybe one day all of us will get that wish we're looking for ... my demise.

I can't be the one to do it. Lord knows I've tried so many times. So I just gotta wait...but I'm running outta patience. And so is everyone else I find. I don't know why I'm here anymore. I just screw everything up. Not sure why anyone cares anymore. I'm sure to mess that up too.

Just let me rot - maybe then I'll die.

[Skeezyks]

[Fuzzybear]

[subtle lights]

I'm so sorry you are hurting. I'm here whenever you'd like to talk. I'm imperfect and sometimes not good at comforting people but I'm here and I care

[DelusionsDaily]

Crypts, I only gave hugs cuz I didn't know what to say. I realize now that may be because I know so little can be said to comfort me when I'm in that state. Also, may be because I've been feeling much the same way lately. May be different circumstances but I get it on some level. Just know you're not alone.

[Crypts_Of_The_Mind]

Originally Posted by subtle lights

I'm so sorry you are hurting. I'm here whenever you'd like to talk. I'm imperfect and sometimes not good at comforting people but I'm here and I care

I know you do - thank you.

[Crypts_Of_The_Mind]

Originally Posted by DelusionsDaily

Crypts, I only gave hugs cuz I didn't know what to say. I realize now that may be because I know so little can be said to comfort me when I'm in that state. Also, may be because I've been feeling much the same way lately. May be different circumstances but I get it on some level. Just know you're not alone.

Thank you. ❤

Let me know if there is ever anything I can do to help. My "bad states of mind" are generally very temporary these days but used to last for days, weeks, or months. I understand the pain. I maintained some level of depression for years. Now it gets triggered with stress, or comes ocassionally. I am generally functional enough to help/be there for others even in my worst frames of mind though. So just let me know if ever you need a friend or an ear ❤.

[MtnTime2896]

I have no wise words today, in this I fail, but let us presume that actions speak louder than words. Actions being the text in which I scribe from keys, let them be acknowledgement of my sympathies.
'Tis more than simple sympathy that pulls me into your text, the feeling of familiar saddness so powerful it moves past simply being 'blue'. The pain so great it can bring a tear to a fallen angel's eye. If only words could chase the pain away and over a cliff. Instead, it is the pain biting our own heels towards the sharp edges of our minds. If only we could hold a torch to fight our way back to the hopeful meadows. Light the darkness away back to where it belongs.
Until that torch reaches my hands and I can safely teach you how to ignite the wick, let these simple actions of empathy be enough. I have no torch, but a simple candle. Let us at least, keep it lit to search for that torch. Simple actions to fight this ever darkening room.

[Crypts_Of_The_Mind]

I have a clear mind and heart again - at least for now.

These moods are generally very temporary for me but strong enough to need an outlet. I do apologize in advance if ever I worry someone too severely.

I welcome any and all support and am grateful for all the kindness and friendships.

[Crypts_Of_The_Mind]

Originally Posted by Só leigheas

I have no wise words today, in this I fail, but let us presume that actions speak louder than words. Actions being the text in which I scribe from keys, let them be acknowledgement of my sympathies.
'Tis more than simple sympathy that pulls me into your text, the feeling of familiar saddness so powerful it moves past simply being 'blue'. The pain so great it can bring a tear to a fallen angel's eye. If only words could chase the pain away and over a cliff. Instead, it is the pain biting our own heels towards the sharp edges of our minds. If only we could hold a torch to fight our way back to the hopeful meadows. Light the darkness away back to where it belongs.
Until that torch reaches my hands and I can safely teach you how to ignite the wick, let these simple actions of empathy be enough. I have no torch, but a simple candle. Let us at least, keep it lit to search for that torch. Simple actions to fight this ever darkening room.

You are so very kind, loving, and sweet. I know how much you are hurting, yet you reach out to me. These words touch me like none I've read before. Thank you for caring, for being kind, for taking the time to reach out, and for understanding. Everyone who has responded deserves those thanks I just gave to you as well, but you somehow reached in where others did not. You are a rare soul. I am lucky to call you friend - as is anyone whom you so choose to call friend ❤

[Humpty Dumpty]

Originally Posted by Crypts_Of_The_Mind

Maybe one day soon I will die. Maybe then everyone can be happy. Maybe then everyone can say "yayyy! We don't gotta deal with her no more-what a relief!" Maybe one day all of us will get that wish we're looking for ... my demise.

I can't be the one to do it. Lord knows I've tried so many times. So I just gotta wait...but I'm running outta patience. And so is everyone else I find. I don't know why I'm here anymore. I just screw everything up. Not sure why anyone cares anymore. I'm sure to mess that up too.

Just let me rot - maybe then I'll die.

sadly I get it. I understand the feeling that everyone will be better off when you're gone. I wish I had some advise for you. I wish I could wave my magic wand and make things better. But I can't. I sat on that wand last week and broke it.

You are loved. If not by people in your personal life, by people here on PC including myself.

Take care of yourself now. Best of wishes

[Crypts_Of_The_Mind]

Originally Posted by Humpty Dumpty

sadly I get it. I understand the feeling that everyone will be better off when you're gone. I wish I had some advise for you. I wish I could wave my magic wand and make things better. But I can't. I sat on that wand last week and broke it.

What happened last week?

[Crypts_Of_The_Mind]

Originally Posted by DarknessIsMyFriend

You are loved. If not by people in your personal life, by people here on PC including myself.

Take care of yourself now. Best of wishes

I am ok now, just was severely triggered yesterday. Thank you ❤