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Apr 25, 2017, 02:05 PM
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For one of the only times in my life I have no words to describe or articulate how I'm feeling. I'm trying but honestly I can't even begin.
I give up fighting. I have nothing left to give and nothing left to keep going for. I'm just waiting for the next wave. I've already accepted that I'm not going to try and fight it again. It would be best if I just let it take me. The silence in my own mind is deafening. I'll go quietly.
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#2
Apr 25, 2017, 02:08 PM
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 "They are not listening still, Perhaps they never will.
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Apr 25, 2017, 04:15 PM
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"I may be older but I am not wise / I'm still a child's grown-up disguise / and I never can tell you what you want to know / You will find out as you go." (from: "A Nightengale's Lullaby" - Julie Last) |
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Apr 25, 2017, 06:36 PM
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"Friend, please remove your hands from over your eyes for me
I know you want to leave But friend, please don't take your life away from me" -Twenty One Pilots, 'Friend, Please'.
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Apr 26, 2017, 08:59 AM
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I hear you
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#6
Apr 26, 2017, 09:02 AM
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Words are not needed, people here understand how you feel..
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Apr 26, 2017, 09:35 AM
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#8
Apr 28, 2017, 04:35 AM
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It's worrying. When I realised I in fact don't want to die. I just don't want to keep living. Subtle but very important difference I think.
I feel crushed, but at the same time, I feel nothing. I've cut contact with everyone this last few days irl. Surprise surprise, no one has noticed. I've never felt so empty, so alone. I feel like a ghost in this world where I don't have a place, purpose or a reason for being. I've lost the desire to partake in this game called life. I don't see a future. There is no fairytale happy ending. The world and time is passing by me without seeming to take note.
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Apr 29, 2017, 07:53 PM
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I know that subtlety - don't want to die, but don't want to live. I feel bad about wasting my life, but I don't seem to be able to do anything about it.
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