[bluevixen]

i have been sitting on the edge of the black hole..fighting back the dark abyss..i found myself in the black hole last night...it was a cold and dark place...found myself in a fetal position in the corner..it is a cold dark place and you can hear water dripping...it's so black you can see blue..what was i supose to do...i couldn't be with you..it's all over for us now...and i don't see how..you don't even care...you said you'd always be there..i guess i was all lies'''and i can't deny you had me fooled...i thought i would always be with you but you rejected me the whole time..i guess it will haunt me till the end of time...and yet you won't leave me alone...you keep pullin me back in..please let me go...i take take the pain no more...as i sit here on the floor begging for more..how sick can one person be..i want you to need me...but that is over forever no more..

I KNOW YOU'LL MAKE IT THROUGH....

You try to get some sleep
but night time magnifies.
Things that troubled you by day
at night time grow in size.
Awful sweaty sheets,
you wake with such a start
a marathon you feel you've run
with such a pounding heart.
People offer you advice
you now that they're sincere,
but words that leave their mouth
rarely reach your ear.
And what about the stomach
suddenly in free fall
it makes legs turn to jelly
so you have to crawl.
A brave face you wear for others
as life of course goes on,
but it's hard to eat a meal
when all appetite is gone.
Friendships you once valued
problems can erode
than share a troubled path with you
many cross the road.
you make that fateful statement
'it cant get any worse'
then of course it does
as you go into reverse.
But I couldn't write these words
unless once i'd felt like you
so these words come from experience
....i know you'll make it through

by richard wilkins love jinnyann xoxoxoxoxo

[bipolar_bear]

I am so sorry you are feeling so bad. I reach my hand out to you to help pull you from this place.

BB

[wickedwings]

((((((blue))))))

[bluevixen]