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Others have done it, many have attempted to do it... so why can't I?
"Haven't you taken enough from me? Won't you torture someone else's sleep?" -TŘP, 'Anathema'. More and more I see only one way to truly be free. See, the pills only work to a degree. I still remain tormented by devils when I'm late in taking the medication. Even when I'm taking it, I can feel the demons prowl the darkness that surrounds my clarity. There's talk of an antidepressant now. What will that do? Put me in the hospital like every time before? Screw that. I'm so ****ing alone right now. I don't do good alone and I know that but I can't seem to shed the habit. Alone is safe until my mind strangles me into submission. I don't know what to do or where to turn. Anything I've tried before is a temporary fix to my permanent problem.
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![]() ![]() There's tons of people who loves you here, and are willing to listen. Hope that can help a bit ![]() |
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I'm tired of fighting.
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((((((( So leigheas )))))))
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"I hate you and I love you. Because I can’t help it. You’re my mom.”
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#7
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(((((So leigheas)))))
Here for you ![]()
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Tired of feeling lost, tired of letting go. Tear the whole world down, tear the whole world down. Tired of wasting breath, tired of nothing left. Tear the whole world down, tear the whole world down. Failure. Failure - Breaking Benjamin |
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You're not alone here...otherwise no words. I'm here to listen
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I appreciate all of you guys. The things that are on my mind are from my past. I just can't let go...
Kind of the definition of PTSD ![]()
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(((( So leighas ))))
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Is it true, that if we hang on, that we are punishing ourselves?
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Listen to your own voice, your own soul, too many people listen to the noise of the world, instead of themselves. -Leon Brown |
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Sure feels that way, anymore.
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I had my own run in with the past today which almost sent me into a downward spiral. You got this! We are all fighting for some form of freed from our minds. WE got this. We're all in it together helping one another. You're never alone <3
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