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Sep 20, 2007, 02:48 AM
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I'm new and not sure where to go. I'm so messed up in many ways. I am dealing with many issues: bi-polar, depression, thoughts of suicide. My children use to be my main reason for living, and now that doesn't even work. Sometimes I think they would be better off w/o me. My husband wants me to be who I "use to be" but w/all my medication and other recent events; I don't know who I am anymore, let alone, "who I use to be." I have lost all feeling for life. I have no desire for sex, marriage, love, friendship...I won't say, being mom, as it still pulls at me, but it's fading...I think everyone would be better off w/o me. I've tried to seek help and w/limited resources, no one will take me.
I feel like I have been cursed. This past year has been overwhelming and I can't seem to get out from under this black cloud. I can't see a silver lining...all I see is a noose around my neck! |
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Sep 20, 2007, 03:33 AM
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((((iamjojo))))))))
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So often we dwell on the things that seem impossible rather than on the things that are possible. So often we are depressed by what remains to be done and forget to be thankful for all that has been done.--Marian Wright Edelman |
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Sep 20, 2007, 04:18 AM
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Iamjojo, Yes those feelings sound familiar! You have at least done something positive for yourself by posting your feelings here. I hope you find some help in dealing with these feelings..
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Here is the test to find whether your mission on earth is finished. If you're alive, it isn't. ~Richard Bach |
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Sep 20, 2007, 06:16 AM
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((((iamjojo))))))))
sorry you are suffering so much at the moment, i understand what you are saying about children being one of the reasons that you kept from suicide as that is one of the things that keep me going please post on here as much as you want there is always someone out there who will respond but if you want to talk to someone try chat or pming someone, ((((iamjojo))))))))
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Sep 20, 2007, 09:47 AM
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Talking about it here helps.
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Now if thou would'st When all have given him o'er From death to life Thou might'st him yet recover -- Michael Drayton 1562 - 1631 |
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