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Jul 07, 2017, 02:52 PM
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Warning: This is probably more of a vent then anything else...
I feel like absolute **** tonight. Each day is surprising me by ending up worse than the day before, when I already thought it had got as bad as it could. I finally agreed to go IP on Wednesday, but there is a lack of beds so I'm still waiting. I'm having to see the crisis team twice a day until they find me a bed, they are also in charge of giving me my meds. (They stole my stash for safety reasons) I'm also not allowed to go out and crisis team have informed my parents to call the police if I do go out. My dad has been staying home from work, even staying up into the early hours to make sure I don't manage to sneak out I guess. And now I don't even want to go to the ****ing hospital. But I feel if I refuse now they will just section me and force me to go, so no choice really. I just do not see the point. Spending a few days in hospital isn't going to make a difference. I'm going to leave still wanting to be dead so why bother?
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Everything is just too damn hard right now, I can't do it.
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#2
Jul 07, 2017, 03:00 PM
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I too have a stash squirreled away in case **** really hits the fan. However I do think that you should at least give the hospital a chance. If only to allow your family to have peace of mind.
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#3
Jul 07, 2017, 03:26 PM
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Give the hospital a try. Maybe it won't help, but you really don't know. Maybe something about going IP will help you out.
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#4
Jul 07, 2017, 03:38 PM
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Sending my best wishes for some personal peace no matter what happens or doesn't happen.
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#5
Jul 07, 2017, 03:46 PM
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Jul 07, 2017, 05:02 PM
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I'm sorry you are having such a tough time. I understand. You're not alone. My family is encouraging me to go inpatient as soon as my daughter goes off to college.
I know you don't want IP but keep an open mind. Maybe it will help. Hope you feel better soon. 
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| whisperingskye
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Jul 07, 2017, 06:34 PM
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Jul 07, 2017, 07:01 PM
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Sorry to hear it's so hard for you now. I know you don't see the point now, but sometimes all that's needed is just for some time to pass. You may feel a bit better in a few days. Just stay safe in the meantime
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